September 01, 2006

eyes wide open now

i got levelled today with brutal truth. I guess i already knew the score, but after a few conversations, the handwriting is on the wall. Next week, i have to travel and will make myself scarce by doing so - how i feel once i get back will be in a completely different mindset than the current one. For most school people, summer is a break. Being an ex-pat to the education system, i will avoid the chaos of the first few weeks and then get back into the swing of things. The on-line chemistry courses should keep me tethered somewhat. For a while, i plan to be treading ocean water - which is only good for a very short while.

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

Is the butterfly afraid to spin his cocoon-to knowingly build his own coffin in order to experience the beautiful transformation from crawling caterpiller to winged creature? Reality IS and it cares not whether we know it or not. Recognition is the first strand of silk we weave in the unbreakable fabric of acknowledgement. Love also IS and is often found in the smallest measure in the most unlikely places. It is in this moment that we take notice and remember that survival depends upon awareness of self and of truth. Truth can be brutal, but it leaves us with a choice to see or not, to act or not. Love is everywhere-see it! Treading water can allow time to pass until the path is clear-just don't drift too far from shore. Truthteller