The group is full of fitfull starting and stopping. What seems to come together goes away because we don't have it together yet to get it done. People live in their own worlds that are not integrated together in a form where we have the wherewithall to do what we know we need to do.

I don't have Dr. Lenny together yet in a coherent form - i get scattered with the wind when too much is happening. I need direction and support from outside to effectively spend my time. Friday should have accomplished more than it did - i kick myself, but mebbe too much. Time says to ease up, lighten up and believe in self - we can only do what we can do. Saturday, I appreciated the mountain - left the book behind and planted pine plugs. Then returned home and today planted garlic and strawberries. Fodder for the deer. If we feed the deer well, perhaps they will leave the people gardens alone.