December 04, 2009

Falling Up and Growing Down

I am here in essence being - a place where we have tread all our lives, but yet we have never tread here before. Some of the assumptions need to be challenged. Like earn a living. Why? To keep up with the rat race - i don't think so. Look around - what do you see? Are you aware of your surroundings or only when something changes? Consciousness without awareness is futility.

We are addicted to our comforts - the little things that we have grown so used to having, our stuff. The forms and patterns that we grasp are set forth for us to grasp - sometimes to lead us away from the bigger picture. Our science models are couched in versions of reality that do not hold up to specific scrutiny. They are just test cases - science is about discovery - it doesn't operate well when we think we know all there is to know. There is so much more that we don't know than we do know.

No wonder how i get so confused. Things that we are not aware about play a key role in our destiny. We attempt to build ourselves up by breaking each other down. Why tell somebody that it can't work, unless you've been there and tried to make that model fit. Models are only simulations. They take factors and controls into account and allow you to run with an idea. You build it into something that can be grasped - but these efforts get canniballized in the race for the funds - we shouldn't have to sell ourselves to produce the capital - especially not to the banksters, lawbots and raqueteers. The angel model works well: but then again, it's only a model.

Gaia works in mysterious ways. It was lucidly clear yesterday - today it's just a jumble of non-symmetric form. I trust the universe to allow me to stay away from the entanglements of the spaghetti. The inner edge and the outer edge - away from the muddle in the middle. The form will change several times - the function of being of essence is to sense the vibration - either in harmony or completely howdt marching to the beat of a different drummer. There are parallels in all frames and forms, at all scales and sizes.

Come howdt, come howdt wherever you are
Life works as a heart that beats regularly
Except when it doesn't, the mythos sold
Accept only what rings harmonically true

A solo tone is completely symmetric

If honest, then truth shall take form
Alignment and attunement are facets
Of the same focus group - engaged

2009 lemme howdt

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