The next best thing

   Taking stock of where i am, what i am is what i am.  I'm not aware of too many things, i know what i know if y'know, what i mean - philosophy - it's a walk on a slippery rock, religion - it's the smile on a dog.  And i got distracted in love - always a worthwhile state of being.

   Letterman says that bars are the reasonable alternative to schools - he's correct on several levels - so sad.  One of the problems is that education acts as thought the perpetrators are behind bars and imposes the fiction upon the humbled masses.  Like they never read 1984.  I attempted to re-watch Brazil - is tough to find.  Have to 'order' which triggers a watch list, which plays on our paranoia, which we let go.  Breathe deep.

   Just because you're not aware of them, doesn't mean that they're no longer there.  You can go so far and if they find you as a threat - drone on.  So that cannot happen; we cannot visualize the world as it appears tomorrow - we also can no longer have yesterday.  Eyes Wide Shut.  (ew, what a crazy unreal movie - one of the reasons that i rarely go for the Hollywood message any longer.)

   Sense tells me that movement is articulated in the present, but stillness will be the wave of the future.  The number of cycles per second is ramped up and when the crescendo is reached, the decay may be orders of magnitude different in form and feel.  Fractals are units that resemble themselves, but it is not intuitive that you are looking at something different when you see a fractal of itself.  Especially in nextra dimension (next door); adjacent change is way more subtle - gradual change over longer periods of time, which is currently suspended.

   So time is as long or as short as you need it to be, depending on your perspective of measure.  A meter stick is vastly different from a light year stick.  But when you hold them up to the light, they are both the same stick - the end of the stick has borders that are different than the internals of the stick itself.  It is a strict scale, the nuns wrapt fingers with sticks as punishment for not believing the assigned vision of reality.

   It breaks, you dust it off and put it aside, when it comes time to require the services, you take it out and fix it.  Life is a solvent that is remelting to dissolve the current aspects of wave and particle duality and reshape the effort into something less congruent, without resonance - which has acted like a wave and carried our personal thought for way too long a period.  Time stopped when the clocks quit - the face of time, when it stops, is either 4:20 or 11:11 - from there you're on your own.

   Really, it's the next best thing to baked bread.  Since all we need is flour and water and yeastie beasties and a good stir, i think that i'll take the best and start to bake bread - i could eat a loaf every other day and will get to know the ingredients on a personal basis.  The water filter is in place and the charge is for more gallons that i will use in the next three lifetimes.  The goal is to be, without needing to pay to be.  It's what i am.
   Namaste'   doc