The Zone : Thyme Howdt

Time and DNA in shades of grey

2012-01-31T22:13:00.000-08:00

Late night - i am usually down by this time of day. I have been reading too much and interacting too little, so tomorrow my plan is to reverse the pattern, for the moment. The illusion of time has burst and i must dive into Dr. David Anderson's world to see whether i can accommodate the new truth into my personal paradigm, or whether i will need a complete revision of my comprehension of how nature works. Fortunately - i knew this shift was coming and i have already thought through some of the ramifications based on what i already know.

In the mean time, the trillion dollar lawsuit defined at Project Camelot and Divine Cosmos has verified to me that the reasons for letting go of the game as it was played were justified, although most people still refuse to acknowledge that life does not incur a cost in terms of green slips of paper. I will not win this one - i welched when i decided to leave the system of rules and so i can not play on those terms. I play like john galt - here at a very minimum level to maintain subsistence, but others think they understand and think for me without my permission or support (or sometimes even my knowledge).

Thoughts have weight and we are responsible for our thoughts. Each and every one of them. So it is highly important to base a world view on love rather than on fear. The fear illusion is over, unless we carry it forward. Please stop trying to bring me back into the world of bankster and war and leave me on my path of peace and light. Game over. Tip the king. Checkmate.

But now they are messing with time. For a good novel that appreciates how i think time works - read Anathem by Neal Stephenson. I think that we have thirteen independent threads - timelines which some people confuse and call strands of DNA. They are in fact the same, but their expression varies dependant on the scale that we observe. Look at Flaming Brot by the artist Weed. It resonates with me on this.

The timelines are arranged in a symmetric ring pattern with a main thread wrapt by six inner threads that each connect to an outer thread. The inner and outer related threads merge as a yin-yang pair and govern a single chakra each. They all merge in the central 13th strand, which sets the tone of reality for the other twelve. This is reflected exactly as the Zodiac also. Our calendar is a figment that has been imposed, but the reality is exactly what we believe the reality to be.

Smile. Enjoy life. Take what you need, but use what you take. Start thinking about the way we interact and now substitute synonyms of way - look at the way, look at the weigh, look at the whey (and the Kurds). Peace is achievable when we refuse to accept war. We are all one, but we are told that we as one can only agree when we see through a common viewpoint. Nonsense. We need each of us to carry our own view of acceptance and merge the views by the benefit of experience. It is total poppycock to think that you have to think like me - nobody does, but i do think that you should be able to think your weigh to the same conclusions as i reach, if our common facts are based in truth.

So, because we are diverse and English is the language of Babel - let's try to communicate within the bounds of already established music and poetry. The music brings a song that is familiar in a point of view and the poetry expresses the means of connecting thought to other souls. Prose like this article that presents a developing theory or hypothesis are okay, but let's see if we can stop telling each other and instead learn together from our own perspectives. We need to learn different, to escape the box that has been framed for us by the education system that we learned by. If i knew how to connect people at the limbic level, i would start there, but i can't do that.

Numbers can serve as a waveguide to comprehension, if we can eliminate the mathematics overlay. However, differential equations provide most of the calculus that underlies the scientific reality of what we think we know and it gets in the way of the truth. If the numbers don't work, life still happens (but your accountant has a fit). If one plus one doesn't equal two, then really, where are we. But start thinking that phi equals two pi and some interesting shifts start explaining anomalies in the biochemical world. The difference is wiggle room, but nature abhors a vacuum.

So, for comprehension, let's say that each of our thirteen worlds is a fractal of each other and the yin reflects the yang in six world pairs that are set as the basis for all but the heart chakra and operate on different scales. What manifests is a compilation of efforts that depend on the priority of stacking - which chakra manifests is likely dependent on time, which is really a measure of distance and not outside of the Cartesian coordinate system. The DNA changes based on epi-genetics are the chemical manifestation of the thought pattern imprinting to the hard drive we call us. Thought has mass, but if you think an electron is small...

Oh - it all seems to be a huge mobius strip (infinity) that links the very, very small to the inordinately large. Thus, what comes around, goes around and as above, so below both hold completely. The waveguide is the number system, as defined by Marshall, who worked with Buckminster Fuller, who had it figured out pretty darn good. I wonder how much time he shared with Timothy Leary?

So ... enjoy the ramifications of this new approach to truth. I know not what i will find, but i will modify the picture to remain consistent as i develop a social permaculture solution to how to continue after the shift, for those that remain in the three-dimensional world that happens after the so-called Ascension. Consistency is a pattern that we can intuitively believe, but there is no reason to believe that two unconnected actions are inconsistent with each other. I will be as much as i can be when i'm here, but there's another there out there. Hope to catch you there.

Dissolving

2012-01-30T17:31:00.000-08:00

Dissolving… breathe in, breathe out

Melt into oneness with everything

Vibrate at a rate that establishes

Your frequency of depth and breadth

Resonance is not disturbed by

Constant cognitive dissonance

Eliminate the aggravation

By focusing on depth of breath

Let the art of music permeate

Chorale is the morale of a choir

Hearts singing with luminosity

Lungs bursting forth omnipotently

Peace is a bringer of change

While meditation calms our souls

Om mani padme hum

Sound and light, similar hue

Poetry set to sunset tonight

Harbinger of days to come

Purrfect destiny for natural Gaia

Dissolving… breathe in, breathe out

2012 lemme howdt

Cars and the Tube

2012-01-27T12:49:00.000-08:00

The arch druid report is a good way to test ones thinking for group-think - the author here is one of the few that i read who creates his own world, rather than accepting this one as given. I have been surveying options - this editorial on how it is begs the question of how to change it from there to here in a continuum, when most people believe there is immortal, even in the face of reason. Enjoy the read.

Basis for Change

2012-01-25T08:54:00.000-08:00

Sometimes it takes a while for genius to be recognized - even when the PTB tells us differently. Nikola Tesla is the key scientist that has been buried, but there are others too - Schauberger, Reich, Rife. Choose your heroes well - the myth and the truth have to be teased from the data. Wow.

puff, puff

2012-01-24T11:13:00.000-08:00

You might want to clear an hour to watch this video.

We can only wish

2012-01-23T08:36:00.000-08:00

The distribution of funds from the global bank account.

Snow Daze

2012-01-18T10:39:00.000-08:00

I wrote a detailed blog post at my other site, decided to link here rather than reproducing it.

Endorsement

2012-01-17T20:36:00.000-08:00

After much consideration, I am announcing Thyme Howdt support for the candidacy of Stephen Colbert for President of the United States of South Carolina. I fully expect to be noticed by Jon Stewart and the definitely not coordinating with Stephen Colbert super PAC. If no such reward transpires, then i will start pronouncing the tees in the words Colbert and report. I now claim to be the first internet blogger site to make an endorsement and this proves that bloggers are indeed journalists. When do i get my Hall of Fame ballot? I support Pete Rose and Ty Cobb! and Occupy!

Disclaimer - Thyme Howdt is not located in South Carolina and thus cannot put our own pedal to the metal - but we can tell you what to do, just like a super PAC.

Bee on Borage

2012-01-16T10:04:00.000-08:00

I wish i could attribute this photo - it is quite stunning. It is likely illegal to post somebody else's picture on my site without their permission, but i took the photo off the net and the download didn't include the proper credit. The whirled is so freaked on balance of payments, that we are ready to throw out all the babies with the bathwater to ensure corporate control of our thinking.

So enjoy this bee on this borage flower. Neither the bee, nor the flower were payed for their posture. What you are really looking at is pollination - or buggy sex. It is definitely inter-species and has a beneficial relationship for both the flower and the bee. The characters in this play seem to be enjoying themselves immensely.

Borage flower is one of few true blue hues in nature. If you never get outside, you can never smell the flowers that grow to do their part in the biological energy exchange that occurs on this planet, without the interference of people. Let the people develop this type of peaceful coexistence - based on biomimicry. Just Bee - with flowers.

Downen Howdt

2012-01-13T11:39:00.001-08:00

Are you paying attention? The pressure to continue is greater than the breaking point - it no longer matters what or if we do anything - the wheels are coming off the cart and the adventure in free fall has begun. Responsibility for all my actions are my own, but i no longer buy into the system of spending money to continue spending money. If it is not a direct cost for something i am not compelled to have, then i don't accept the requirement of payment. The system is built on a house of cards that constitutes fraud - yet individuals are responsible and corporations are people. I don't get it.

We are all one. We are all water and the water is the life creating agent. There is water in every living thing, mediating the reactions of carbon. The whole explanation for how it works is really nothing like how it works at all - but the gatekeepers insist that that is the only way it ever can be. Look at how nature works and ask yourself why that isn't the way we work. Bio-mimicry offers solutions, but we know better than to think that perhaps indeed nature has a bit more experience than humanity, in this form.

My frequency is increasing; the low vibrations that were holding me back have been eradicated from the vocabulary - if it doesn't feel right, i just don't do it. I am sensitive to vibration these days - the emission of frequency direct toward cognitive dissonance really messes with my mind.

Left - came back. Lost the thread of thought - that happens a lot lately. Things are changing so fast, that i have no reliance on temporal patterns - green just infuriates me as a color and red is somehow soothing. Blows away the stereotype when the blues are awe inspiring rather than sad and melodic. Oh - Furry sings the blues - thanks joni. Thyme to fly.

Pair of Sunsets

2012-01-12T12:05:00.000-08:00

Reality Check

2012-01-12T08:03:00.000-08:00

Paul Craig Roberts is one of the few writers that i look forward to reading. Today on Counterpunch, he concludes - stop watching television, stop reading newspapers and stop spending money. I was there at one point, but the practice of living here and functioning requires purchased foods and gas. Sports was formerly purged from purview, but since i am working on game theory metrics, i have opened the window to televised sports - i admit, i can be a junkie. It's all an excuse.

Do whatever it is you need to do, to clear your personal karma from the dogma of control. If you can get to peace with unconditional love, then you are on the weigh to acceptance of whatever will be, which will be. Keep your mind sharp and be open to other perspectives, but get it together to make sense of what you know in context to what you think. If not, your problem, not mine.

My personal space is shifting - i will avoid any unnecessary spending, yet i have to do what i have to do. As above, so below. I have taken on a project and am very interested, to be part of the so below for a while. It will be a humbling experience, but we need to stop feeding our ego. Just do it. Don't be angry, just bee.

As an aside - i am listening to talk radio - about an incident where a petty thug was killed by federal marshals locally. Get ready for insanity - keep your own. I think i would stop listening to talk radio too - but that would be head in the sand, because we need good information and local talk radio informs about local opinion. Keep your grain of salt handy.

Culture Wars

2012-01-10T10:22:00.000-08:00

Culture Wars

Religiosity

Equitably distributed

Immorally via dogma

Railroad religious

Big Science guardians

Creating yeast

Popping bubbles

Arising against

Machine status quo

Who runs the show?

Why choose this script?

Where lies the value?

Who holds the cards?

Sited upon a radar screen

Crosshairs triangulate

Leaders become wormfood

A call for unleavened bread?

Railroads circle wagons

Guardians loathe bridges

Cede no conquest litely

To railriders ever ever

If the shoe fits, legislate the size

Shape, color, width, height

Dispute existance

Howdtside parametric bounds

Preconceived perceptions

Perscriptive percolations

Coffee for the mind

Empty orders for the soul

Guardians miseducate heathen

Who runs the show?

Why choose this script?

Where lies the value?

Who holds the cards?

Klinton’s is is not is

Orwell’s minitrue connection

Keepers of the gears of thought

Creepers of the wheels of justice

Reepers of the wealth of knaves

Peepers through the bars from truth

Railroad numbers perpetrate

Wrest aweigh chips of granite

Weedle right of weigh into

Sacrificial purge of reality

Manifest reflection mirrors

Templated guardian order

Calling forth chaos

On the international stage

Lennon imagined whirled peas

Who runs the show?

Why choose this script?

Where lies the value?

Who holds the cards?

Guardians railroads chugging

Pretend fiscal engineers

Have answers to queries

Requiring magic wands to fix

While the wizards wearing robes

Punish thought crimes

Illucidate sins around rhetoric

Absolving by dissolving

With underlying assumption

There is value in money

Waiter, the check

Premises are no longer valid

When natural law deviates

From railroad legislation

Guardian regulation

My mommy protects me

My daddy defends me

My dog bites me

His humanity offended

By my current attitude

Oblivious to feeding hand

Who runs the show?

Why choose this script?

Where lies the value?

Who holds the cards?

Sports scores reflect

Metaphoric value

To the approach toward

Land management

Reflection

Railroad shipping

Total volume

Converting value to money

Guardians enacting

Gaia’s 300-year plan

Process rot to au natural

Requesting all persons

Chinese menu time

Column A or Column B

Forest policy choice

Elective choice

Any choice

Legislated, regulated

Railroaded and guardianed

Who runs the show?

Why choose this script?

Where lies the value?

Who holds the cards?

Why bother?

creative commons : lemme howdt

2012-01-07T14:23:00.000-08:00

The combination of Water and Orgone energy is the topic of this Aeonia article. Gold Ormus structures water in a similar manner, using internal forces of electron structure. I believe that this is the interface of consciousness, the structured water. What do you think?

Why Occupy?

2012-01-07T13:28:00.000-08:00

Rather than repeat a long post - I'll send you off to here.

End: Mind Forming

2012-01-06T13:06:00.000-08:00

Shift out of fear mode and into love mode :

The limbic mind is very real and getting in tune with it helps resonate our mind and body. For your reading each day visit treei.org .

Space Brain?

2012-01-04T17:47:00.000-08:00

http://www.huffingtonpost.com/2012/01/04/omega-nebula-image-from-e_n_1183193.html

The color is likely due to red shift as the nebula is moving away, the stars that have a blue shift are moving closer.

til then

2012-01-03T08:53:00.000-08:00

no questions, no answers - thank you for a pleasant holiday and have an awesome year. see you in 2013.

Year in Review

2012-01-02T12:06:00.000-08:00

I always like to read a few re-caps - i usually get a huge number of ideas from reading other's lunacy. However - every once in a while somebody, like David Collum, surprises me with an analysis that hit's the head of the nail right on. Then i get to the end and it says David B. Collum is a professor of Chemistry and Chemical Biology at Cornell University. So i go to the shelf and pull out my compost book and yes - that same Cornell University. Hmmm. Chemistry as the common factor - could be a trend. So here is a portion of the analysis from the link above. Enjoy the read - especially focused to economics as opposed to science.

'Unrest began with one incredibly flammable Tunisian. While on foreign shores, we gave it cute names like “Arab Spring”. When unrest migrated to London it became decidedly less refreshing. Social change has now washed up on US shores superficially as Occupy Wall Street (OWS). At its inception, OWS appeared almost comical, but somehow it simply would not go away despite efforts to dismiss it by those attempting to preserve the status quo. Take a volatile mix of young adults – the demographic at the center of all revolutionary social movements – add a little pepper spray, stir it with some Billy clubs, post videos on YouTube, and you have the beginnings of social upheaval. OWS is said to be a highly disjointed group with no common denominator or even well-formulated gripes. I completely disagree. Admittedly, some are asking to be relieved of pain from self-inflicted wounds, but there is one theme: They all perceive that the system has become decidedly unfair. It's not about equal opportunity; wealth and power necessarily accrue disproportionate opportunities. We all work hard to give our kids an edge. It is about a perceived absence of opportunity for a growing segment of the population. It would be incorrect to do a head count at street level and conclude the movement is small. Millions are watching from the comfort of their homes and offices in what I believe is silent support. This movement could get legs as it percolates up through the social strata.

Niche Science

2011-12-31T10:13:00.000-08:00

Process revolves

With uncertainty via

Cyclic phenomena

Products of process A

Raw materials

For future input

Somehow shuffling

Thru multiple eternities

Constantly back

To process A

Predators lurk

Prey scamper

Population upheavals

Where balance can be seen

By cause and effect

In segregated roles

Determining order

From the chaos of life

Occasions an event

Which wipes clean the slate

Perpetrator from niche

Where function necessary ceases

And cyclic process stops

Stone cold dead crazy y’know

Until gaia creates evolves uncovers

Migrates form to cover function

Pathways to the end result

Are offline for the time and place

Gaia, in ubiquitous redundancy,

Allows niches to exit

With grace and aplomb

At the end of their functional time

At the end of their functional space

At the end of their functional livelihood

As Harrison said – all things must pass

There is nothing wrong with this

There is nothing right with this

It is just this

Novel creatures find a vacancy

A whole where process lies dormant

A world of raw material

Setting idle waiting to be transformed

To get back on with the process of life

While other process’ function

Picking up the slack in the line of life

Do you use the right lure on the life line?

Does your fish catch enough bait to remain

Attached to the pathway where your feet tread?

Can you feel the change rumbling, tumbling

Stirring upheaval in the bellies of folks

Dissatisfied with the means handed forth

By the playing deck of societal privilege

Being in the right place at the right time

Is the right of every activist – at your expense

By the time time passes

When slack collectors are overtaxed

Our novel pathways, cut clean with

Development costs unrelated to result

Novel trivialities of high cost, low mileage

Special tickled interest of goons

Loading up the strictures of the structures

Bind us into a single superhighway

Full throttle and running strong

Opposite of redundant ubiquity

Now people people are another breed

Science requires multiple

Lines of reason

Concise thought that won’t agree

Until convergence at the end

Of the chutes and ladders road

Where two forwards to one back

Is optimistic for the intent of creation

Goals in so many forms

Each personal and driven

Each broad and all encompassing

Each common and yet unique

Goals in so many forms

Have a chance, an option to succeed

As roadblock encumbers pathway

Artificial imposition of will

Limits to – you think my way

Else I blow you to smithereens –

Where is smithereens

Is it next to nirvana?

Is it just me or is everybody unfulfilled?

People reinternalize grubbermint

As an understructure

As we are not slaves but sovereigns

Each takes on a role well

A different hat that lights our torch

Seuss novel Go Dog Go hat

An expectation that our hat fits me

An expectation that our hat fits you

An expectation of a few hours service

With hats on and even blinders

Where Solomon and Ghandi walk the halls

With Newton, Pauling and Scheherazade

A life of inherent thunder

To be dedicated to public service

We the people behind Oz screen

We the people who run the show

We the people who use the backdrop

To develop a matrix of mutual support

Working productively for infinite value

Freely trading goods for wares

Time for place

In an open market

Of global peace

Coke vs Cannibus

2011-12-31T10:06:00.000-08:00

Enjoy your pleasure in the next year. I plan to enjoy mine.

Drop the Phone...

2011-12-30T10:41:00.000-08:00

... into the toilet and never think of it as anything but a leash on your freedom. First they tell us that they can monitor us at all times, even going as far as inserting GPS signals into all their 'smart' phones. Now they want us to pay for the privilege of paying them. Communications is a free service, not a way for them to milk us of their fiat dollars. Stop paying for your phone 'service' and cut all those wankers off at their knees. They do not own airwaves - we have to get a new concept of what is in our commons. Occupy! your own mind - now, get off the phone.

Actually, i like the camera and the net access - plus there is the emergency factor. The net can serve as a phone, but it is obviously limited. So any ideas for alternatives would be well accepted. Can we make phone apps part of the developing media and use them on other devices? perhaps a toaster that uses excess radiant heat to create wavelength of voice? hmmm.

There is no greater evil than our own imaginations - we can punish ourselves with our obstinance far more effectively than they can punish us. So think differently and act with impunity, if you know it's the right thing to do. Do it. Occupy! Gaia through intention for peace, and it will happen.

Your Happiness Journal

2011-12-29T12:20:00.000-08:00

The year cannot end if i don't mention happiness and universal love. Peace and prosperity as we shift into the future brought on by 2012. The title is the link - jump off and bring a smile. Everything is purr-fect - Misty concurs.

Farm Wars

2011-12-29T10:54:00.000-08:00

Opened a new conversation on the spraying of aluminum in chem-trails and that opened a new world of information. This site is worth a visit. I drifted out to the anti-GMO area, but there is much to be learned. Compare this to what you get from the MSM Western Farm Press - nite and day. Happy traveling.

Good Grief - Bad Judge-men

2011-12-28T16:29:00.000-08:00

I am most certainly a journalist and could care less whether a judge believes so. Do not let these peeons get away with the definition that they are protected and we are knot! Support Crystal Cox in her appeal by filing an amicus brief. If corporations are people are people corporations?! Demand all rights and take responsibility for your own actions. Keep the information flowing!

Eulogy for a Poet

2011-12-24T11:21:00.000-08:00

the old man went

His silver tongue
graces heaven

Time to rhyme
The jig is up
words falter...

Our joe has passed
He had his say
The world is now
at a loss, sadly

His works spoke depth
To others breadth
Old man has a lot
To emote during
his time alive

We will keep hope
That our drifts
Can keep on the path
The old dude started
When he chose words
that inspire poets ...

Joseph Rossignol passed away last weekend after a several year battle with Alzheimer's disease. I remember when he fell at Toketee and the angels allowed for rescue - it seemed as though his time was then and the rest of his life was attempting to recover from the creeping darkness that haunts our souls, when we don't leave at the proper time. We give our support to Andre, the last of the line - namaste' brother.

Return of the disaappeared

2011-12-22T10:21:00.000-08:00

'In the United States, the disappeared also exist, not thanks to a brutal army or paramilitaries, but to a brutal economy. When you lose your job, you vanish from the workplace and sooner or later arrive at emptiness in your day, your identity, your wallet, your ability to participate in a commercial society. When you lose your home, you disappear from familiar spaces: the block, the neighborhood, the rolls of homeowners. Often, you vanish in shame, leaving behind friends and acquaintances.'

We are coming back, but not to play the same silly games. Good article, rather long

Plasma Physics Redux

2011-12-16T08:32:00.000-08:00

There is lots of cool physics going on in the world that has nothing to do with CERN. The fabric of the universe is being ripped open by the powers of the mind - we can think things and make them be. Or is that make them Bee?

Occupy Dome-ocracy

2011-12-14T09:10:00.000-08:00

Ashland, OR (December 13, 2011) –

R. Buckminster Fuller, inventor and futurist, has become a major icon in the Occupy Movement. Represented by his book, Grunch of Giants, and his geodesic dome, Bucky’s spirit is infusing the hearts and minds of humanitarians working to implement global change through sustainable design science. The time for change is now and our synergy can save the world.

Bucky coined the term “synergy” to demonstrate how the output of the whole is greater than the individual. Bucky warned us of the immediate dangers posed by the “invisible, abstract, and completely ruthless empire of corporations that control the world’s finances”. It is time to create a true economy, through the people, by the people and for the people!

In his cautionary tale, Grunch of Giants, he emphasizes that Americans have confused money and wealth. Money should be “a medium of exchange and a cash accounting system,” while wealth should be the “organized technological capability to protect, nurture, educate, and accommodate the forward days of humans”. Through our synergy, we can reform the monetary system so that it truly serves humanity.

Through design science, Bucky envisioned our entire planet operating with a higher standard of living, accommodating and supporting all. The Buckminster Fuller Institute and Pacific Domes, have been working to create solutions for humanity for 30 years, and are now actively supporting the Occupy movement. Buckminster Fuller’s most famous invention, the geodesic dome, is and the strongest structure known to man. Pacific Domes has provided domes for Occupy UC Davis, Occupy Buffalo NY, and Occupy Eugene and plans to support a further vision, Occupy Earth.

Occupy Ashland, joined by Oregon Action and Good Grief America, will be holding training, canvassing, and direct action Saturday, December 17th from 11am to 2 pm to assist the City of Ashland in moving its money. Rich Rohde will also hold an open discussion on the Oregon State Bank, and Nancie Koerber will show the implications of statewide foreclosures in imploding Oregon communities. The action will be followed by Occupy Action's General Assembly from 2 to 4pm, and refreshments will be served. Peace House is also sponsoring this event, which will be held at 543 So. Mountain in Ashland . Join us...and don't forget the Bradley Manning Candlelight Vigil on Ashland's Plaza this Friday at 4:30

Media Coordinator, OCCUPY ASHLAND

Complexity --> Simplicity

2011-12-12T07:36:00.000-08:00

I made a comment on a post called complexities that raised a significant issue. We as people tend to want to feel good, but we do not take responsibility for keeping ourselves well. Dehydration is the major cause of most symptoms - any time you don't feel well, drink a glass of water. Just water - not coffee, not tea, not juice, not soda - water.

Do not drink distilled or deionized water as a regular habit. Normal water is a superb solvent and has many things dissolved into it. Salts are compounds made of ions, which dissociate in water and reform into more useful clusters. This is governed by solubility - to go deeper - i would suggest that you sign up for my water course at nweti.

Occupy your own mind and body. Look at yourself and assume responsibility for your actions. Realize that i say these things to me, as well as you, as i am in the same float situation as the rest of us are. There is a major shift taking place and if you are interested in really changing how things are - then i have a new attention focus project. It is worthwhile long term, but it pays no money to anyone up front. So, once again, the model is put forth work ahead and hope the universe appreciates the effort, because people are not ready to pay money that could otherwise be spent on rent and gas, or drugs and entertainment. We desperately need some new business models, ones that do not require us to form a corporation in order to relieve liability for actions that we should be responsible for, but aren't because we are cloaked in the coat of corporate structure.

So i will just publish a few more poems and breathe deep during another thyme howdt (time out: for those who insist on using the rules of language and spelling).

Real Eyes

2011-12-11T09:21:00.000-08:00

Real Eyes

See what is there

Behind the images

Presented as truth

Pushing against

Comprehension

To make a buck

Nature presents

Ubiquity of means

To reach an end

Efficiency of use

Narrows our visions

Down to only one

The teacher knows

Learning is sacred

Built upon life

Real eyes see water

When we cry

Or we laugh

Tears of joy

Tears of sadness

Tears cleanse

Real eyes open

Beings adapt at play

Learn to grow

Bees find pollen

Aerodynamics

Transitional at best

Flight balance

Alterations

Of weight and wait

Queen mother

Hive matriarch

Model governance

No sense faking it

We see the change

We be the change

Real eyes peer

Into images

To ascertain truth

2011 lemme howdt

Cats and Ice Plant

2011-12-09T17:06:00.000-08:00

Getting Over You

2011-12-09T10:57:00.000-08:00

Time slides past

Change happens

Softness of your skin

The sense of your touch

I miss you dearly

And still

Don’t know why

My sense says stay

When you told me go

It took a long time to develop

The touch that you need to feel

Tantric illuminations

Flowing energy of bliss

Not any longer

Spigot turned off

… and you cannot play

That card again

No longer in your hand

The shift was made

We are now done

I cannot fathom here

Without your tender voice

There is another

Waiting sweetly

For when I get over you

2011 lemme howdt

Free Agency

2011-12-09T10:38:00.000-08:00

Perhaps the time has come for everybody in the world to be granted free agency from this nation/state nonsense being perpetrated by the current kleptocracies. You could decide one time whether you wanted to be French, Russian, German, American, South African or whatever based on your personal preference rather than where you happen to live in the world. I would even go as far as to allow none and Gaia as two of the choices. Once you choose, then those are the 'governance' that you get. I wonder how many new forms of government would emerge from such a chaos.

We could potentially do that with religions too. I consider modern science to be a religion that has a specific disregard for spirituality. It hence becomes a group of fanatics, who insist that it's their way or the highway - because the gatekeepers insist on the limit of facts. The burden of proof in science relies on peer review, which is unmitigated ego. Real truth lies buried beneath massive amounts of BS.

The passing through the wormhole of consciousness to shift our vibrations relies on new ways of thinking that are not constrained by current paradigms. Time to take on a project or five that keep you totally engaged and busy while the rest of humanity sorts themselves howdt in the current year. For me, i have some deep interests that i am now free to pursue, the first one being a commitment to unconditional love for every sentient being - plant, animal, mineral, alien, female or whatever.

i love you too - just not always in an erotic way. I like the way your eyes sparkle, especially when you have something to say. Chocolate vibration today - enjoy.

Leading the leaderless

2011-12-05T09:01:00.000-08:00

I am in awe at the hypocrisy of the american left, which obviously thinks with their gonads. Spirituality is tapping into the energetics of the universe, which can be done on a personal basis with a little bit of intention. I find myself frustrated, as people assume to make choices for me without seeing through my eyes. The system is over, no system fix will work. Trying to convince me that any one of us has the answer at this moment will not work - we are sitting with withheld information that changes the game once revealed.

How do i know, i don't know. But i do know that when the universe reveals itself to me, i understand more than i did before i knew. The undercurrent of reality is so less real, that we have to sit back and wait for a change in the morphogenic field - which happens as we speak. I am tapping further into the universe, in which black is white and the red pill contains a smaller blue pill which contains another red pill. Go matrix yourself.

So how do i play the game, when i have no freedom of action with total freedom of action. By hitting the books. By looking to the universe for insight. By doing the best i can, with the deck that we are playing with. By trusting the universe that it knows best, while keeping aware of the personal choices that i make. Sometimes i have no choice - today, i have no realness to this reality. I question what is real - the entire superstructure seems like nonsense.

The electric universe provides an alternative view, but again, i repeat, we do not have the real facts to begin judgment of the basis set. Our science has reached a limit in the explanation of spirituality - i tend to trust the Jerry Pollacks of the world who are cutting edge to the surface of the change. Time to get past the illusion of scale.

I now have to go address the rest of the illusion that exists as current reality. The flip that i expected in november did not come with the weigh that i expected - things are still as they were. The extension is what happens - the spiral is a slow climb in the small number region and the illusions have to be separated from the foundations. More thoughts later.

The Physical Universe

2011-12-02T11:19:00.000-08:00

What happens when Reality Sandwich takes one of my favorite authors, Starhawk, and has her interview two of my favorite scientists, Paul Stamets and Elaine Ingham? You get a snippet of dream video that explains concepts embedded in natural systems. Look at the miracle of nature for the answers, but look hard and deep, because the interpretation is different depending on the perspective.

Trying Time

The days grow shorter, the dark sets quicker
Winter Solstice turns a corner of the grid
Circular resonance, circular logic encumbers
Spirals need be fulfilled before landing
Fungi have been here before, a long time ago
Seeing with visions of ecstatic bliss -
Creating their own DMT to provide time
When time stops on it's own, crying in pain

Be aware that the spin is howdt of control
There will be no residual energy left from the drain
Cultivation not required - just love for the gaia grid
For the people seeing through eyes of many forms
Celebrate the warmth of eternal bliss in change

lemme howdt 2011

The Electric Universe

2011-12-01T09:50:00.000-08:00

Physics provides the fundamental scientific explanation for how the forces of the universe create the reality that we take in. Eastern metaphysics approaches these same realms from the backdrop of consciousness - our mind creates what we wish to see. As chemistry is a working system for the particles of physics - elements that form into compounds - i get to question the fundamental thought that we know exactly how things work.

If as above, so below can be given, then doesn't outer space have to appear to be like inner space? Size and scale are phenomena that have to hold for a fractal reality, but the manifestation need only be similar on adjacent units - the self replication is a phenomena of chaos theory, with many options at key points of the process. The current theory is badly broken and no amount of duct tape can save it - bye, bye concepts of time and gravity - hello plasma. Check it howdt!

Density is an important concept. the music is blaring thick as a brick on a pandora traffic channel - why is it that people are so dense? Instead of chilling and slowing down the curves - we push the envelope and attempt to squeeze in as much drama as we can handle, then complain as though it was not our problem. Time can be conserved, but why would you wish to keep it unless you have to? Spend the time and enjoy yourself - do something that you want to do. For me, i think i'll learn latin - there are some books i want to read once they are allowed into the universal domain.

Measure twice and cut once. The temporal challenges that i have faced have led me to believe that scale can be altered proportionally. I would suggest remote viewing as a practice - the cool sites link to Psychic Ability will carry you to some of Roger's videos - well worth your time, if you choose to spend it that way. Time is currency in the electric universe - prime your pump by deciding the field that you wish to learn and get with it. Time will speed up for the rest of the sequence, then it will stop dead and slowly, excruciatingly slowly, we will get to pick up the pieces and re-evolve.

We Will Be Watching

2011-11-30T07:40:00.000-08:00

The universe presented itself to me again last week and i hope i passed the test. I was able to pass along documents and bear witness to events that are playing out on a global scale. We do not know who the good guys are or who the bad guys are - the only people we really know are ourselves. I claim to be a good guy, but everybody believes that they are on the side of good. It is all in the definition.

And it is all good. I started writing about the journey - it is hard not to blog details, so some will leak, but the story is another vision quest - learning about the persona that i have taken on. I can see things through the visions - the people and places are orchestrated into a constellation governed by the stars. I represented the moon and the stars with Catherine when i first landed in Ashland - the mini-whirled that now appears as the eye of my storm.

Because I was asked to bear witness, i was able to see clearly in situations that i never would have encountered. Understanding the accordion format of fractal mathematics allows me insight at all scales - i can climb through the portal of Alice's looking glass and arrive at Alice's restaurant. My mettle was tested and found to be metal. It was quite a Thanksgiving, i know i am blessed. Now, it is time for me to watch.

I like to absorb information and then reconstruct the form. Getting outside of my comfort zone shakes my interior and places me back on the path of what it is that i need to accomplish. The time to stop and withdraw consent has come - the game will be played out and then we pick up the pieces and go home - if there is such a place any longer. Space is such that perhaps the time to pack down and ratchet down another level - they are going to do what they are going to do. Record, report and watch closely.

Ahem

2011-11-29T09:28:00.001-08:00

The entire economy is a fraud by banksters. Why play? Don't pay anything to anyone! Withdraw all your assets from the system and put them into real goods - because what you have on hand when it ends will be what you start with when we begin again. Maybe.

Look at the sky on the open road. As we wonder what they are spraying, we have a new report. It was not enough that we find Aluminum, Barium and Strontium, now we must worry about nano-particles. They want to make us fear fear itself. Don't buy their gambit. One of the sentences has me very confused - " Invisible except under the magnification of powerful microscopes, these nano-size radio-controlled chips are now being made out of mono-atomic gold particles." Why would they be spraying Ormus? Ormus is a healing agent - i know, because i synthesize it. It does wondrous stuff - has to do with the alignment of water molecules. So, really, it is time to look at all our assumptions and validate them one more time.

To this end, i will be concocting a new form - it will take a little while to gather what information i need. I would like assistance creating a business model - one for the future, not of the past. Touch base through the Scientists of Transcendence group.

Rainbow

2011-11-28T18:29:00.000-08:00

Good food

2011-11-28T13:40:00.000-08:00

Good food is the reward
that drives the crank
that winds the world
Clean water and air
provided by growth
of the knowledge base
Once we place aside
our petty disputes
of political elder days
Focus on joys of life
rather than stressful turmoil
as the miasma of chaos
descend into new whirled orders
created from the product
of human enterprise
Spirit endowed
by development of
Blessed company sharing
goblets of fine wine
over a tasty course
Good food is the reward

(c) 2011 lemme howdt

Looking back at the future

2011-11-28T13:03:00.001-08:00

Adventured down the path of tomorrow while bearing witness to historic content. There are motions to take back the property of all the people indigenous to gaia - with deep forces playing each other from all sides. We each have our own visions - this is a vision that suggests what will be coming this next year - the speaker Nassim Haramein is a world renown physicist who does not believe in conventional scientific wisdom. His physics makes sense to me, though now i also like dr. bhat - or perhaps i'll just create my own.

Real time - Climate Change

2011-11-19T07:35:00.000-08:00

November 19th for the first snow of the year - the hummingbird on the right was not too happy, but the sugar water dispenser on the porch is not frozen. His mate arrived - the two hummed for me a bit and then flew off. The flakes are large and the accumulation is immediate. Climate change - what an interesting concept - seems that it has always been the same - weather changes in short order. Occupy the weather! Today. for me, that's snowballs.

Economic Dominance - why ?

2011-11-18T07:34:00.000-08:00

As i watch the media (true cognitive dissonance), i notice the focus on economic issues to the exclusion of all other debate on all other things. The fundamental assumption that $$$ leads to a 1 % vs 99% mentality begs the question that the whole illusion is falling apart. Knowledge is not wisdom - we are facing issues that we have never seen before, yet we are focusing on buffoonery at a national level.

Look at the material balance. Now look at the distribution of assets. Now look at the balance of power. Now look at those violent Occupy protesters - who insist on living off your dime. Huh? What? I suppose being attacked and using self defense is encouraging violence. I struggled once, before understanding that violence is a component of life - in nature, the predator and the prey both seemingly agree to the system and there is an acceptance at the end.

The system message does not make sense. Today's Doonesbury "we can't schedule you until you're in the system" - nails a point -old style to be different, you have to sign up to be different in their organized way. What part of leaderless do these people not understand conceptually. You are not a leader by getting me to pay you for training on how to be a leader like you. Organized peace is very old school - let it go. We do not need different kingmakers - you need to be able to do your own thing in your own way. We do have leaders and they lead by example, not by order and organization.

What is the core reason that we have government? At what level of integrity should we address the problem? Who knows how the system really works and how many co-dependencies are involved in making change? We have to make change. We need a highly fertile chaos to shake up the current broken order - the next world order should be completely natural and make sense in the terms of scale that we can action upon.

My scale of action is coming back into the curl of the fibonacci spiral. I see some parallels that demonstrate the perfect symmetry of the universe on the surface of a mandlebrot. It opens and closes and breathes in and out. Let go of the economy in the sense of converting one thing to another - stop the kinetics and watch the steam blow off. Counting change in terms of nickels, dimes and quarters is futile - be part of real change - occupy will evolve, while beating civil people physically here with the toys of war must be stopped. Change begins at home, now, today. Be that change. Learn to Exist.

10:30 apparently, i share this opinion.

Bananas

2011-11-17T10:51:00.000-08:00

Had to chuckle - more here

Occupy Thanksgiving

2011-11-16T20:20:00.000-08:00

If we are serious about stopping the motor of the crash - perhaps the first thing to do is to appreciate each other and not spend a dime for the rest of the weekend. Do the normal social things we do, but blow off all weekend shopping and (dare i suggest) cut up that credit card. If we, the 99%, take time off to stop, think and redirect focus, then perhaps the future can be brighter than the media suggest it will be.

There are many things that require consideration. Each of us must think about what we want, where we want to be, what we want to do, how to be free. To the level that we wish to be engaged, we should endeavor to excel. Be prepared and take a good attitude along into the future. Only - the now is now and this is all the now we get. The transformation begins with each of us, individually. I have been there and back again - and i like it there better than here. At least right now.

Share a few hugs.

Welcome

2011-11-16T08:49:00.000-08:00

I attended a meeting last night concerning the growth of industrial hemp as a cash crop that a local economy can be based upon. The crowd of about 100 seemed to believe that we had to take the initiative and just plant the crop - following as many of the current laws as possible, while realizing the trap that the laws have been written to prevent the process.

There were people there that were concerned about a lot of local issues. Jurisdiction is a funny concept, because the usurpation of responsibility has not been accompanied by the fulfillment of that responsibility. I can contribute, but the economic system will not pay me for that contribution because i refuse to follow the rules imposed in the game. As a game theorist, i no longer believe in the concepts on which the current economic game is established.

If i am the banker in a monopoly game, and i can make a profit off all the other players in the game, they could never win consistently over the long term. Erase the phrase monopoly game and there you have it - the banksters win, the game over. I have quit the current economic system and will accept the support of others by free effort exchange. I own my time - i will barter with you for your time and we shall see what we can make of it. The idea of localizing responsibility depends on the law enforcement of a common agreement - i no longer agree to any of the 'law' produced by anyone but the creator.

So, if this is your first time reading this site - realize that you caught me in a moment of being way out there in attempting to construct an alternate system of community reality. I call it Existence and i have compounded my effort to create a base game of confidence and competence that requires some POD people. Education is key - new organic models of education are required. This means forming a new system of one-on-one personal dynamics - that is my next quest - to clear my plate so that i can pursue the next fractal reality of my earth existence. There seem to be 13 possibilities in a grid of 64 and i can see the math. The Fibonacci spiral works in both directions - with exponential growth if you get too far out of your orbital.

I am not an anarchist, and i will attempt to follow natural law as i understand the game. To old friends that know me, the scribe has left - the researcher has returned and the data is setting in the books and written words. The pace of going forward will be reflected, inverted and reemitted in fractal waves - we seem to be through 13 and approaching 8 - time will stop at 1 and then will stop at one and then will increase to 1 back on the way to 2. This numeracy needs to be investigated - so as i create the Ormus model, i will attempt to introduce a math-less number grid. The speed at which we pace shall be the determinant - be where you wish to be, doing what you wish to be doing, you could be there for quite a while.

Be well, my friends,
both old and new,
critters in all forms,
enjoy today

A Post for Pets

2011-11-15T10:22:00.000-08:00

Okay – getting ready to face whatever may come requires making contingency plans for many things. We all know that legally, we should have a will to direct our assets to somebody other than the taxman. But in a more practical sense, if we didn’t go on tomorrow – who will take care of our pets? This is a very important technical consequence of life which is extremely important to those pets. Other people's attached pets are lost when their person passes. I have a lot of animal friends at my human friends homes that I would take on in a pinch, if asked. Depending on the personal living situation – a dog or cat is often the only friend that will listen and be there for you. So be there for them, right now, and think about where their next kibbles are coming from, if it’s not from you.

Fall Colors

2011-11-15T07:53:00.000-08:00

My friend Dianne took these monuments of fall colors during a walk through the park - enjoy!

Bureaucracy

2011-11-15T07:48:00.000-08:00

Administrative rules trump constitutional protections. Jesse Ventura - conspiracy theory host - was the governor of Minnesota, elected on the Reform Party ticket, tried to sue to stop the TSA from usurping our 4th amendment rights - he found no court that would accept jurisdiction. Courts follow their own law written by lawyers for the benefit of keeping the system. We are expected to not be ignorant of the law. Now read this. Why do we believe that we have a rule of law?

Somewhere

2011-11-13T17:28:00.000-08:00

There is another there out there

and i can get there

Again, i think ...

i was out there

wandering in the garden

where all things made sense

the economic free world.

But you reeled me back,

placed my thoughts

on mundane matters.

Take care of my needs

and we'll slip away

to bring back riches

from Columbus' orient.

Only after we unshackle

the chains and the burdens

of artificial reality

now imposed.

Objectizing

2011-11-13T08:23:00.000-08:00

Sometimes it pays to deliberately deceive ourselves - we get to avoid truth. That truth may appear to be unpleasant, but it is what it is because it is truth. There are many ways to get to truth and if we forget that things all have to add up, we can assemble different collections of thoughts, where non-truth can be pared out later - like cleaning bad spots off a piece of fruit. If you notice the bad spots and let them go, your fruit goes down-hill rather rapidly. Unless you are using a persimmon.

Reality - is whatever we make it - Einstein said imagination is more important than knowledge. We need both. I live in my own imagination and do not need to burst the bubbles of creative fiction - but concurrent reality means that if you point it out to me and i choose to ignore - then i am deceiving myself and no longer exist in that reality.

To fix myself, i objectize the feelings and energies into a piece of matter. Instead of having tension caused by rolling emotion - i take my particle and put it in the box and then look into the box. It cannot be a wave because i have observed it to be a particle. We enforce duality into this range of space at this time - no wavicles. No shades of grey. Either or. One love. Bah - it's a horror story that i choose not to weave my way through this minefield.

So i go to the shelf and i place that book back into it's order and pull another set of pages to determine the new path. The lesson in grounding was well taken and the play is set - the essay written, the conclusion reached. Whether it was worth the effort - it most certainly was - but the learning experience and the take home message was not what i thought it would be. I guess that is why they are called lessons.

I hope you caught the reference to Plato's Cave. The shadow world created by our observations without confirmation creates illusions of what is and what can be. Open your horizon and stop limiting the view based on artificial constraints that are imaginary in nature. You never have to elucidate the demons, but once you do, you can no longer neglect to serve them, until you dissipate their power. I turn it off by no longer feeling - i did feel there and got burned - just needed to turn down the heat.

Heat is reflected in rate - things generally move faster when the temperature rises. When you slow down, you cool off. If you don't like the cold, you keep moving and generating heat - more gets done. But when the stop comes, it is harder to orient. There is something else here too - missing from the equation. I feel off balance and know that spin has a way of reorienting our perspective. Maybe i'm reading in too much - but something nags that seems obvious to others but not to the aspie crowd - perhaps we are better off for it. I don't mean to cut you off - but i mean to cut you off, i have to, for sanity sake. But i would like to know the answer, so the door is slightly ajar.

I think that i'll watch football and sort paper - mindless clearing of artifacts that open the doors toward new endeavors. I hope you always miss my touch - and can conjure the feeling up from the memory - i know i can. I love you, he said, as he walked through the door, never to return that way again ...

Airing Dirty Laundry

2011-11-11T07:11:00.000-08:00

The holier than thou's are going to bring up everything they can to convince you that we are all evil. The Penn State witch hunt has already seen the perps tried by the press in the court of public opinion - even before we assemble the legal system. I have no trust for the legal system - but let's hold back the piling on. Whatever these guys doing, it is a symptom of a much larger problem - catholic church is just as culpable. So are others.

The Herman Cain witch hunt on the other hand is just politics as usual. The whole game of sexual harassment in the work-place is a mis-interpretation of personal rights that has caused me to lose all faith in the current concept of common work-place. History is an event made up by the writer of the story. The personal ethics of interpersonal interaction change depending on the times and the mores of the individuals.

I have been led on before, i have also been charged with stepping over the line twice. Once was retaliation for catching said student cheating - and i defended myself in the process which had no merit at all. The second was at the nickel mind and the impropriety was blown up politically rather than confronted - it was known viral before i even knew that i had said anything. The same collection of persons led to a suicide (bless you tom), and it was a lesson in placing people in impossible personnel situations. I can not be responsible for somebody else's behavior, but i can be cowed to watch without speaking.

It is all a judgment call. Everybody sends signals - we misread them and then hide our actions in shame - winking at worse actions because we all have skeletons in our own closet. Sex is. It can be used manipulatively or shared in love. It is not what it appears to be at all. If you look at the basis of the internet, you have pornography of all types. Free speech guarantees things we don't like. When we impose moral values imperfectly, we break our own psyche rather than fixing them. We cannot legislate morality. We can enjoy sex.

In my opinion, 2012 will take care of sweeping a lot of this moral ambiguity out of the system. It is done, not legitimate and until we come up with an alternative, we are living in bizarro-land. In fact - we have been there for a while and i am much happier on the far side rather than the near side. So i am headed back across the drift - soon but not quite sure when. There are things to do, but i have kept most all of the promises that i made.

I wish to understand - i defer judgment in order to collect data as best i can without being invasive. I can see that i need to have some deeper trust and security - things change when we forget Maslow and i spent too much time off-kilter. There is a need to investigate other options of living together - i have only the final chapter left in Pinchback's 2012 text - i am surprised how close my life is to his - it implies that i can develop the shamanic tools - perhaps i already have. If you are a close personal friend - check in with me when you read this and i will hopefully know a bit more.

Zen Queen

2011-11-10T11:24:00.000-08:00

The zen queen has her calm down to a science. Here she has manifested a wool bed - likely because the lap she wanted was predisposed. Such a love - likes to be petted. Parts of me hum in your tune.
Subtle has never been my forte. In fact, you would probably have to hit me over the head with a two by four to get me to notice something that has changed in the background rather than the foreground. So the fact that i appear to be noticing some little things that are going on subtly in the background seems odd and troubling. Note the color of the skies below - today is a binary day and i feel like a binary flu is - yet a hummingbird makes her presence known and i am not alone, even though it appears as such to the naked eye. Snowball also got too touchy-feely today : i think i will go back into the cave and watch the shadows move in front of the doorway.

An Existence Prayer

2011-11-10T10:09:00.000-08:00

Life underscores the good and the bad

Creating novel new situations

As we deal with the reality of fiction

Our observance of the territory sways

At times I question my divinity

At other times I become confident in her aura

The beauty of nature is upon us always

The hand of god guides us as we turn

Sometime I lose the sense of drift

Come clearly focused on the moment of time

But other times I flail with my convictions

Noting that I know nothing, devoid of flow

Flow streams forth to construct endeavor

Happenstance to base the way of life

Understanding that knowledge is a component

Not the means to an end of the game

The game never ends – we sweep along

Selling photographs of memories to ourselves

Images of what we envision, turned our way

Not capable of remorse because we live in it

However letting go and trusting Great Spirit

To follow us and guide us well

Clearing a path that we may tread with others

Dealing away the casualties of the day

My spirit prays that I find love in myself

For all the things that I care about

Concentric circles rotating around distant suns

Guiding me to achieve the best I can

Giving up, I trust in the nature of the world

And will motivate to be all that I can be

With heartfelt solace of the newborn day

Achieving the things I was destined to do

My cup runs over, as I am one with god

As god is one with the spirit in me – amen

Post OWS - What comes next?

2011-11-09T08:50:00.000-08:00

Occupy Wall Street has created a new meme that is counter to what the powers that be would like us to believe. The system requires a reboot and a change and each of us must realize that we have to give up our past roles. The merging of corporate government with the control function of telling people how to live life has to stop. Nobody gets to have it their way for somebody else, not you, not me. Everybody will be affected - we have to turn to love and trust and that starts with Peace.

The 'you hafta do it this way' sect has taken oven everywhere and there is a distinct one-size fits all flavor to this current phase of fascism - they are mean spirited and have no caring capacity. The change is come - we hafta do what we hafta do - get back to base Existence and work things back up locally in each community, taking responsibility for our own actions locally.

We currently live in a world where if you have money, then the law does not apply. Well, if you don't have money, then the law should not apply. We can print money just like the banksters - by developing local currency. The level of jurisdiction has to be determined - right now the mob mentality is overbearing.

Group theory has some answers - in chemistry, group theory is about the geometric relationship between small numbers of atoms. It is about symmetry and geometry. There are groups dynamics that come into play that need to be restructured from the ground - the out there is really too far out there. My time is coming to speak - there are many gems embedded in the past history of this blog. Data Mining 101 - coming to a blogspot near you.

Each of us needs to become a group of one. WE are all a group of one. Our diversity of opinion is to be cherished, not fought over. Our approach needs many voices, some rational, some emotional, all grounded in reality. So what comes next is - whatever we have to deal with as part of our today. Stop. Smile. Be still. Meditate. Think. Slow down. Regroup. Share love - be responsible for you. Get ready to respond, firmly and gently and be a pillar for the people that count on you being there. Be ready for whatever comes next.

Chemistry

2011-11-08T06:53:00.000-08:00

Okay - the drift is such that the springs are sproinging - people do not understand the workings of chemistry in biological systems. As a metal chemist, there are simple functions for each of the elements that are unique to those elements. It is like having plumbers and handymen - for a real plumbing job, you need a real plumber. But - he has to really know his plumbing. We have a myth as to how our plumbing works - and metals in biological systems have a significant role at low levels, but can be toxic at higher levels. For most plumbing things, a handyman works fine.

Chemistry is a physical science. Clusters of atoms work like clusters of people. It goes back to group theory. There is a distinct symmetry to the universe, which stores energy in more ordered systems. The arrangement of atoms and the creation of bonds relies upon the proximity of local order - the more order, the more conformation of species. There are distinct differences between the organic world and the inorganic world - life is the interface between the two events. The difference is a duality that really does not need to be - the shapes of life are real and not simple.

Think about the hedron - the smallest hedron is the tetrahedron - the four sided figure. The symmetry is four fold, such that orientation appears the same on each of the four faces. The four goes into the sixty-four - that is the next lower key - the sixteen. Numbers are not what they seem - but we are locked into a thought pattern based on arithmetic and mathematics, that we lose track of numerology. Once i finish Existence, I'll move onto Marshall, promise. The time change is happening and we are evolving backward as well as forward.

I have purged a few chapters of Existence - the examples of what didn't work can wait for more inputs before the data becomes significant. Measurement is the key - get tuned into the weigh. Go visit Existence and maybe copy the pages for future use when the net goes down. I have the ability to share more - but i need the support to get beyond my lower maslow levels - so my time is precious and off the plate except by specific request. I always listen, though i can't hear when i must listen between the lines. talk to me

Rabbits Endangered

2011-11-06T19:09:00.000-08:00

Humans apparently are not the only species capable of cheating.

Wherefore this time?

2011-11-04T06:53:00.001-07:00

Thyme to resolve a time issue. If time shifts for more than one person - that is the people are moved to a different simultaneous timeline due to an individual change created somewhere else in time, does this prove causality, the link to cause and effect, to be discredited. In essence, by changing me, i change the world and the world retroactively shifts to accommodate my new changed point of view. How did everyone else shift, or did i shift them.

This takes me back into my life as a screenplay theory. The idea is a take-off of the Truman show - where the cameras are always rolling and the actor is omniscient to the script twists. If you look at some of the first films of movie sets - the reactions of the actors seem like they are just as surprised by the action as the viewer. The universe seems to always let us in on the joke just before the tsunami hits - but if you read the proper tea leaves, there is time to bail.

Unreality happens - that time spent off time that doesn't seem to be there except for our own experience. The symptoms seem to imply time travel very much - as retro-reconfiguration is a motif expressed by Hollywood in many ways and forms. It goes back to 60's kid psychology - when everything was Brady Bunch and Donna Reed and we got to think about our future choices - Jetson's or Flintstones. We got Dick Tracy's watch and Maxwell Smart's shoe cell phone - modern life is a fractal of old time television. Groucho - is that the most ridiculous thing you ever heard?

So - when in doubt - stop. If you are in a hole - put down the shovel. In the Fibonacci sequence one is followed by one. You have to get them both down before you can progress to two. It's always a two-way street, back and forth, left and right, red and blue - only it's not - that's just the mindset that we have been given kicking in again. Hot water - hot water with ground beans - another Friday and much to do. The volume of material is starting to ooze howdt from my creative juices - watch what comes for high theater purposes.

Be aware that we have crossed another spin threshhold - March 5, 2012 is another guess. The last Tzolkin - ah : go back and read , the write is all wrote - you were there, then you were here, now you can go back and forth - just try to remember how - in the future. The past is rewritten, the future not yet there , so the only place to be in in the now - that's all we know and that will change - all the time, if my guesses are correct. come touch me, my love

Halloween/Thanksgiving

2011-11-02T20:26:00.000-07:00

How about this carved pumpkin?

Global Revolution

2011-10-26T09:26:00.000-07:00

Serendipity does not happen - this reality sandwich article suggests

' Existence in this world is an initiatory process to prepare us for the transition to other conditions of being, other worlds or bardo realms beyond this one. '

The book that i have been working through at night is Pinchback's 2012.

The universe speaks - welcome to the roller coaster - i'll be off to pick grapes. Get wet.

Double Entender

2011-10-25T10:42:00.000-07:00

The tide of anger is increasing as they pit us off against each other - we must not spend our time arguing between you and me. I concede your right to disagree and i'm okay with that, as long as you hear me out. I agree to hear you out, but i do not agree to change my mind. There are things we know, and then there are things that we think we know. There is much confusion.

Duality is a big issue, because we just assume it to be true. That is mostly happenstance, because once we observe something, then the ability to observe it again provides a reinforcement of the original. But there is just as much instance of two as any other number - if you really wish to drift out of orbit - start looking at thirteens.

I had to see what match dot come was about, so i signed up as ormus dude and i put a few minutes into contemplating their questions. I found a suitable photo and walla - no access until you pay them the money for their 'free' service. All the rest is tease. The photos and the tales are real, but you have to pay for using their e-mail system, which is private. I was wondering what the catch was. I don't play pay for play games - however if rabbit from GP wants to return my wink...

Interpersonal relationships reinforce our concept of duality. I wonder if the emotion of the times is going to force greater imbalance in the roles of the sexes - i tend to believe in the love the one your with philosophy, but emotions are fragile and i get hurt too easily. I also run blind in some of the 'common culture' sense and need a friend to look after me. I miss her touch...

Nuff o dat - be well and smile. Hope to see you soon.

Our Next Evolutionary Leap

2011-10-24T09:35:00.000-07:00

My comments on the opening session of the Global Oneness Summit.

These people are 'leaders' of the rich white community - holding hands is important for the kumbaya. The acceptance of all people as [people of voice is important - each individual should speak to their own offering. I offer to educate - if you wish to exchange information - take action and tell the world.

Participate when they ask you to speak - say what you mean and do not pander.

Try to imagine

2011-10-23T06:41:00.000-07:00

Sometimes, imagination works better than vision. Working in the dark allows you to not see the surroundings - which forces you to focus on the task at hand. Imagine a mobius strip vortex shaped like an infinity symbol. Now place a roller coaster rail along the surface and pretend that you're along for the ride. What happens when you get to the twist in the middle? The place where the inside of the ribbon becomes the outside comes complete with an inversion - which turns everything inside out for the opposite trip. If the rail wasn't regular, you would lose track of the track.

Now that you have this image firmly embedded - superimpose a time line above the graphic. What are the units of the timeline? Aeons - or years - or seconds? You know - it doesn't matter what time-line you assign because it all works the same. We converge on a point at any given moment and once it passes, we assume that that moment is over and continue on to the next. But do we ever reach the point where the infinity symbol inverts?

Are you holding the image - the final downhill of the roller coaster riding a single loop that inverts every other time that you hit it? (You have to go throught the entire symbol once to get back to the starting point - both the inner and outer tracks). Sew if you can't picture this image - think about a bowtie and a string that runs the periphery, then goes inside the bowtie and runs the exterior surface from the inside, til it returns to get out.

Now - another leap of imagination - The loop is stacked - another infinity of larger size surrounds the ride that we have created (a tiny bowtie manifests inside your other bowtie). Everything acts the same, looks the same, feels the same, except it's land of the giants - each object is 3.14 times the size of the prior object in the same form. This means that the scaling is different - for things to look the same, the dimension would be 1.61. Somehow these two numbers look like the same difference conceptually as the difference between radius and diameter. Not exactly - there is 0.07 difference - let's call this the wiggle room.

Conventional mathematics in base ten is stacked - there is no wiggle room in addition, subtraction, multiplication or division. Nature does not play with exact mathematics - the are fuzzy. Computers work based on fuzzy logic. The graphic field, a McTaggart concept when applied, to Lovelock and Margulis Gaia theory is not fixed but fractal. What this means conceptually is that life has wiggle room and time can have several pathways.

There is no time but now. But there are simultaneous nows that converge upon each other because all timelines must fit into vortex of the single point in the renewing roller coaster loop. So we get ourselves returning to visit us in this convergence of 2012. Be at peace world, because Pogo was right - we have met the enemy and he is us. But that's okay because we are also us and we can stop fighting any time we realize that. Peace will come at the convergence point, life will invert, time will freeze over and everybody gets to start again because life goes on.

I have been invited to become a peace ambassador through the shift network - because i demonstrated an interest and it fit their paradigm and my paradigm. But after the events of Peace Week - the shift network shifted back into commercial timelines and wishes me to purchase training that i feel that i have already been gifted. So as i take the stage - i offer my services to the Shift Network to actively teach and learn the new weigh - the system of evaluating that we will have to use to decide how we become the change we wish to see.

Meanwhile, i'll be digging in the dirt. Try to imagine ...

Be well my love - words in music

2011-10-21T11:17:00.000-07:00

What do you do when the handwriting finally meets the reality? Pack up and move on, I guess. Or listen to the reverend jim - like she did one thousand times before... Funny how it comes together. I will do better next time - i already played the emotion card on this one. Always in love.

Interpreting Life through rock philosophy

2011-10-20T12:44:00.000-07:00

'Each monday seems to offer new options, because the bright options of the previous monday are already closed pavements. Nature creates spontaneous behavior from point sources, redundantly so that different paths can evolve and the one that works best can be chosen at a later time. Reading tea leaves is a practiced art form.' DLT

Occupy everything has many different spins - and each of them is a proper reality for the bearer of that opinion. Consensus reality is breaking down and the myriad of possibility will have to sort itself out. Concrete formulation is melting - the aerodynamics of reality is shifting plain, plane, plain as day. By george, buy george : but never bye george? (hint : $1 )

The very last line of the Bohemian Rhapsody is 'any way the wind blows free'. Looks like occupy might create a way, the weigh, the whey, away. Words mean exactly what i say they mean, said the red queen. Go ask Alice...

So i drift into the confines of a new and novel reality that is contingent on being two places at once. The place i am and the place i am not will both have the same comprehension - i know that the dualism is contingent on the reality breaking one way or the other. Somehow, it always gets broken. 'I want to hold you in my arms forever, baby' but the winds of change percolate through the realm.

Off to recreate what has yet to be created ... because what a fool believes is real is real. get reel.

Flag at Half Mast

2011-10-20T08:51:00.000-07:00

I am saddened by the passing of the victims of a militarized police force. Was this really necessary to 'protect' the citizens of Ohio? We have a wildlife zoo in Winston Oregon - this could happen here - would this be our response? These animals were likely never out of their cages before. The question is - how do we stop the game?

Mushrooms

2011-10-19T14:40:00.000-07:00

Kept in the dark and shoveled sh*t. The fall rains are upon us, so the time to get edible fungus is upon us. I enjoy wandering the woods - any excuse to go out is well taken. (Don't find this type much, but i do love it when i do.)

These little buggers do more for the earth than any plant or animal. They regulate exchange between the earth and the plant and the bugs. Mushrooms are masters of decay - they breakdown nature into edible components and then shuffle those components off in exchange for value. They trade the trees metals for sugars and help to enable the redistribution of natural wealth. Perhaps i don't mind being a mushroom geek too much.

Let me put in a plug for an old friend who has a good concept - Elaine Ingham and her Soil Foodweb provides an extremely good starting basis for understanding how natural systems work. The model system of exchange economics that we embrace will have a bio-mimicry basis - so the mushroom dollar takes on a world of potentially greater importance.

Remember that energy is sub-divided into two types potential and kinetic. Potential energy is energy that is stored away for future use, while kinetic energy is the type that is being used on the fly, while being generated. Consider that hydro-power can be generated from the flow of falling water - now go check your elevation. If you have a head drop, you have the potential for micro-hydro - and i can trade you mushrooms for power. At least we can eat our shrooms - we cannot eat fiat dollars.

Culture War

2011-10-18T14:41:00.000-07:00

Religiosity

Equitably distributed

Immorally via dogma

Railroad religious

Big Science guardians

Creating yeast

Popping bubbles

Arising against

Machine status quo

Who runs the show?

Why choose this script?

Where lies the value?

Who holds the cards?

Sited upon a radar screen

Crosshairs triangulate

Leaders become wormfood

A call for unleavened bread?

Railroads circle wagons

Guardians loathe bridges

Cede no conquest litely

To railriders ever ever

If the shoe fits, legislate the size

Shape, color, width, height

Dispute existence

Howdtside parametric bounds

Preconceived perceptions

Perscriptive percolations

Coffee for the mind

Empty orders for the soul

Guardians miseducate heathen

Who runs the show?

Why choose this script?

Where lies the value?

Who holds the cards?

Klinton’s is is not is

Orwell’s minitrue connection

Keepers of the gears of thought

Creepers of the wheels of justice

Reapers of the wealth of knaves

Peepers through the bars from truth

Railroad numbers perpetrate

Wrest aweigh chips of granite

Needle right of weigh into

Sacrificial purge of reality

Manifest reflection mirrors

Template guardian order

Calling forth chaos

On the international stage

Lennon imagined whirled peas

Who runs the show?

Why choose this script?

Where lies the value?

Who holds the cards?

Guardians railroads chugging

Pretend fiscal engineers

Have answers to queries

Requiring magic wands to fix

While the wizards wearing robes

Punish thought crimes

Illucidate sins around rhetoric

Absolving by dissolving

With underlying assumption

There is value in money

Waiter, the check

Premises are no longer valid

When natural law deviates

From railroad legislation

Guardian regulation

My mommy protects me

My daddy defends me

My dog bites me

His humanity offended

By my current attitude

Oblivious to feeding hand

Who runs the show?

Why choose this script?

Where lies the value?

Who holds the cards?

Sports scores reflect

Metaphoric value

To the approach toward

Land management

Reflection

Railroad shipping

Total volume

Converting value to money

Guardians enacting

Gaia’s 300-year plan

Process rot to au natural

Requesting all persons

Chinese menu time

Column A or Column B

Forest policy choice

Elective choice

Any choice

Legislated, regulated

Railroaded and guardianed

Who runs the show?

Why choose this script?

Where lies the value?

Who holds the cards?

Why bother?

Spaghetti Theory

2011-10-18T08:51:00.000-07:00

The bloggosphere gives you access to all sorts of opinions, from people who get their news from a diversity of places. It is quite a switch from talking to local people and dealing with local problems. The uber-structure and the grass roots are two completely different worlds that each of us have to negotiate - our job world and our life world are completely howdt of tune with each other.

Occupy Wall Street is a different form of civil disobedience than prior attempts. The people involved on the ground are not professionally versed in starting a revolution - they do not know the previous mistakes because they never experienced them - the last real civil disobedience died in the 60's : before any of the under 40 crowd had any recognition. The paradigm shift will occur in fractal formation - it is impossible to change everything all at once.

This society will take on a natural morph, based on what each of us choose to do. Disengagement from the current paradigm will require several drops off the cliff, as we lose an area of productivity and have to rebuild it from scratch. If you think you know something - better check your premises again. There is a lot to get ready for, but that ready mind-set is different for each individual. I am ready, but i am not prepared, because the changes will need to be dealt with as they come and one change will cause other changes as an outcome.

I call it the spaghetti theory - each strand is continuous and unique and twisted around every other strand. The two ends are discreet, but the fractal movement outward based on the fibonacci sequence complicates immensely between 8 and 13. The muddle in the middle is a maelstrom - time to be in the extreme - all in and all out, both at the same time. Sorta like high/low poker. Or meiosis.

The world is upside down and inside out. It is spinning, the jurisdiction question is - no! Local needs to operate locally. The best thing that i can suggest is that you read Existence and see what i have done to create a possible pathway to the future. The Universal Sovereigns of a Living Earth stewardship movement died on the vine - too early and not adaptive enough. The way nature works is that there is a cooperative competition where those on the inside work together to make the inside a much better place. They watch the outside for clues and sometimes bring in something new. When they need it. If nothing is broken, then nothing needs to be fixed. If everything is broken - then put away the tools and stop breaking it more.

The spaghetti is cooked - it can either be unwound or eaten. Let's just digest this financial system, give it a good belch - then digest the political system - give it another burp - then puke our guts out and start the process all over again. Dead stop - pull the plug - regroup and build up from the grass roots - each doing it our own way, not by mob rule.

As for me - i am not a Patrick Henry, but i do prefer individual liberty, with responsibility. I like the constitution, but realize that if the government ignores it, we the people are powerless to enforce it. We need a reboot - but with a great equalizing. We need a good sense of measurement - to observe milestones and to equilibrate. The harmony of my spheres needs some sympathy - i resonate at a frequency that has few acceptable outlets.

I am grateful to be taken in by a warm group of individual friends that have made a commitment to be there if i need, as i am there when they need. I have measured my own social circumstance this year, and have a better idea of the chemistry of the unit cell - body centered cubic with me in the middle. I have altered the state to a merkaba - not quite octahedral, but six sided. Interesting how the water freezes to six sided ice crystals.

So now is the time for personal satyagraha - ghandi's fix to changing the face of the world. My heroes from the middle of the past century, King, Einstein, Pauling, Ghandi never would have accepted the dichotomy of current life. The spiritual and the scientific combine to provide a sacred geometry - it is this form that i emulate on a personal basis - while watching each of you choose your own form of chrysalis.

I am neither left nor right
I am not up or down
Not top, not bottom
Just here when you need me

lemme howdt 2011