December 29, 2009

We have the power

There are many things that work together to build a coherent picture of our world. The synchronicites that occur are based on the sharing of common thought - the transport of ideas and issues across the mindset of many different individuals. The more people thinking on the same wavelength, the more power to the thoughts that we manifest.

The reality is that we all live in our own fiction. What we believe works for us in the first person, or else we wouldn't believe it. We come together to share meals, space and time - interacting in a way that edifies our individual intentions - while building understanding that leads to a more fulfilling community. The cognitive dissonance of the current society prevent resonance of our cognizant ability to change the way we perceive things.

The time has come to move from being buffetted by the winds of fortune toward taking control of individual destiny. Watch carefully what happens as we work from our individual power, rather than listening to the voices of modern communication. Our web network works to convey images, pictures and accounts around the world, while remaining in our own private locations. We can share ideas halfway around the world as easily as across the street. Be where you need to be, do what you wish to do, and know that everything you do is right, because it is what you do. Keep your eyes open - we are the change we wish to see. Blessings!

December 28, 2009

Adventures without Cyberspace

As i began to plan for a few days out of town, my laptop decided it no longer wished to recognize the power cord. By the time i realized that i wasn't charging, i was down below 20% reserve. So I left the computer home and adventured into life untethered. I have now rediscovered why i do not watch television, especially newscasts. The amount of nonsense is compounded by the terror, terror, terrror push to keep us in fear. Let's just say no!

Imagine if everybody took the entire January of from all commerce. Of course, we cannot do that - we have to eat and pay rent and go places. Really? And when we fly we must remove our shoes. The system is already collapsed and we are just going thru the motions. Stopping now and giving up will allow everybody to reconfigure and start again, locally. Yes - i have quite the imagination...

So i have some big screen time rather than all little screens. Avatar in 3-D was worth the effort, Sherlock Holmes is on the docket for later today. It's time to create our own movies of the world - where we are all actors: the lead in our own movie and bit players in almost everybody else's movie. Everything can be captured on film - maybe the almighty has a projection source that when he finds something entertaining, he spins out a lot more of it. You cannot hide from yourself.

I am travelling for the time being and blogging will be sporatic. Dr. Lenny is looking to settle in a new location before spring planting season - we have lots of seeds of various squash type plants, plus some other good fodder. This summer should see a flurry of intentional activity at the community level - moreso if the economy gives up the ghost. Enjoy the New Year. (BTW, my treei 64 day year started the day after Xmas.)

Last item - happy birthday to anonymous!

December 22, 2009

Climate Science

Dr. Lenny has been ranting about the failures of the climatologists to prove global warming and the number of red herrings thrown around to convince the people of the truth. I have problems with data from ice sheet thickness - doesn't the ice melt more in some years and less in others? Tree ring data seem better - but that is short term.

This morning i found an article by another left-leaning scientist, David Crowe - a non climate person, who reviews the state of the art as he sees the issues. I share his thoughts in a number of areas, including the futility of peer review. If this triggers further questions, feel free to ask away.

December 19, 2009

Another Attack on Science

Too much reading for a saturday morning. The Brits have always been on the forefront of everything - they are currently refocusing the direction of academic science. The comments are as interesting as the article.

Expecting academics to be the primary ice-cutters of the new and innovative is completely foolish. The education system as it stands now trains robots to think within certain borders. The dominance of result over integrity of method has led to a complete confusion of the terms science and technology. The revision in our means of thought will come from a different direction than mainstream education. College is a waste of time and money, unless you are interested in a body of specific knowledge in a field from the POV of a specific individual. Choose your mentor wisely, as they serve as self-appointed gate-keepers of importance in their fields. Note the possessive tense.

Be ready to learn from a completely different source - ourselves. The information is howdt there to be put together in different ways. What is coming depends on perspective. This long article demonstrates the dangers in listening to official sources rather than assessing the validity of tidbits on our own. Note that the source is itself questionable. When rolling through the aethers of the web, i constantly search for validation from multiple trusted sources. My advice - grow a crop of something for trade-able seed this spring.

December 18, 2009

Crop Circles - The true cause - BBC

They have it down. The BBC has figured it howdt. Snicker.

Fried Dei

Had to take a brief walk howdtside before setting down to compose this post. The universe works in active possibilities and enjoying a breathe of fresh air in a country setting is one of the truly good things in life. After freezing most of last week, the climate has changed to warmth - already over fifty degrees and it's not quite noon.

The vibratory sensation are unique - the individual time constant skewed such that i have no life in the body much past eight at nite - but i'm up to no good at six - before the light. Then again, mebbe it's just a temporary attunement for solstice. sparks are twinkling...

right now, my attunement is saying void massing : come together. Eight days left in the calendar that revolves around the egocentric limbic me-i - similar in depth to tree-i - a model of a model of a model. some things just have to be demonstrated before they can be accepted. Expect all sorts. It is time to develop the avatar and learn to fly again.

December 17, 2009


A short documentary on spiders.

go back to sleep?

it is way too early to be up for the day, yet my mechanism says good morning. life has taken too many twisty turns and there is much going on subtly behind the scenes. today promises a bit of adventure and a lot of gab - people are starting to align themselves with our new reality. slowly, we will learn to produce goods and services once again.

December 16, 2009

2009 Entertainment Lemme

I spend my time dealing with lots of philosophical issues that go into reworking the patterns of thought. I have learned to sense when i have tred too deep and back off by instinct rather than thoughtful process. I tend to use game theory to evaluate the 'fairness' quotient - some games are rigged and not fair, but that doesn't mean that we get to choose not to play. In fact - being able to evaluate on a relative sense tells you whether you are better than other players in the same situation. The game is fair by having the same challenges for each player.

So i tend to play the same games over and over to assess the likelihood that a movement of skill provides an increase in value or rating. Chess has it's own unique system of ratings - when you sit down to play an over the board, tournament game, you know what you are getting into. The net has allowed a chess player to play in the dark with respect to an opponents position - you only get to see squares that your pieces can see. This provides an aspect of real life - you might not see the force coming - you have to sense it.

Games are great models for real life. So, I would like to present the 2009 entertainment lemme to Austin Lockwood and the Scheming Mind Game Community. I have spent hours playing non-chess games that stress my ability to imagine. From two board Alice Chess to the changing of color in Benedicts Chess to the subtlety of Lao Tzu Chess, there is a model game for every situation. Plus a true international community of players, with tournaments and pyramids. A true sanity stoker.

The conversations during the game are often as good as the games themselves, plus there are forums to sound-off on. With all the fanfare of modern social networks, this is a sort of secret place where you can hang with the geeks as we parlay our time into gainful attacks and parried defenses. Plus - the new blood needs more new blood to learn from (with).

December 15, 2009

Social Network Lemme

Social Networking is a new phenomena to this site in 2009. After two years off line, it was the dominant in your face thing to do on the web when i got back. I am scared to death of facebook and twitter (not really - fear is the mind-blower), but have gotten used to the concept of local information sites. I am strongly thinking of changing my profile picture to a quaint bucolic scene and getting me physically off the pages of the global spynet. But then again, i have a yahoo account and what can be less private?

So running through the maze has allowed me to assess some different forums. My Existence site is a personal endeavor into role playing the earth changes before they happen, so that we have a virtual community model for real community. The host network is called Trunity - a functionary of the digital universe. Get connect and join the free will. The winner of the 2009 Lemme for most interesting social network is the Peace Portal - a worthy adventure in reminding us what it is all about.

Myriad of Rainbows

Water Spray Stream Supplies Sprinkles
Twinkling Thru a Myriad of Rainbows
Backlit Sunshine Providing Grace
Lawn Greening, Grinning Appreciation
Life Converges Upon the Golden Mean
As Misaligned System Return to Norm
Status Quo Will Never Be Quite the Same
Void is Self - Prisms Integrate Thought
Sentient Water in Crystalline Lattice
Resonates Healing Frequency Distribution
Carbon Framework Modulates Flow
Electron Streams Supply Sprinkles
Twinkling Thru a Myriad of Rainbows

2009 lemme howdt

December 13, 2009

Alternate Crystalline Reality

Setting by the window gazing, i took note of a large quartz crystal setting on the cabinet. A flurry of rainbow activity caught my eye as i noticed a fracture in the center of a bisecting plane. The color of the fracture changes with the angle of incidence of the light. The fissure is shaped like the entrance to a cave - and my spirit was just ready to climb inside: now there are several other paths taking shape and my day will allow itself to transition into night.

Change is what you accept it to be. We all are drifting in and out of several space-time continuums depending on the depth of cosmos that we are paying attention to focus upon. The depth of two is easy and comforting, but the real game contains so many players and so many different levels that sometimes it becomes difficult to know who you are playing with. The support structures are fraying because everybody attempts to play the game from the sky, but as above, so below. There is no difference in venue from anywhere in the game - you see it thru your eyes only.

So the ground levels are fairly empty and there is a lot of latitude. Nature plays a dominant role in the daily trials and tribulations - the awkward state of observing is a necessity for dealing with altering circumstance. The time for the rabbit hole is long past - we are now in a position to do whatever it is that we can do - just decide to do it and watch the change occur.

Gaia breathes, lives, changes and mellows - relieving stress by blowing off steam - earth changes occur in conjunction with these belches and farts; earthquakes, hurricanes and volcanoes. Have a lava lamp? Time to meditate in the knowledge that patience is a virtue and wisdom to react with real effect in real time will come - not the whimsical picture of climate currently falling howdt from COP15.

December 11, 2009

When it doesn't add up

How do we correct bad information? We all add up the pieces and draw our individual conclusions, then share the proceeds of our discovery with others. We learn by doing and by sifting through information that supports our conclusions. When the data turns out to be bad - do we reject the conclusions that were based on that data. If so, can we still draw the same conclusion using other data? Somehow - methinks we know quite a bit more than we really know.

So now stress dominates over half the month. The fiscal bells and whistles of the household started blustering their december tune the day after Thanksgiving and finally resolved themselves yesterday. No wonder nobody wishes to play the role of fiscal officer. People spend more time contemplating cents than the time is worth.

The household is a fractal of the greater society. I remember having similar stress dealing with the secretary of state as the treasurer of the reform party of oregon, as i have dealing with the landlord - those who 'own' the land lord of it with their own rules. Kinda feudal. So i become skeptical of everybody with any financial interests - is this any way to run a society? Banksters, guns and money. Egads.

December 10, 2009

The 2009 Eco-Lemmes

The lemme awards in the field of economics is divided into two spin states. The first spin state is positive - ushering in means of developing new approaches to the economic burdens that we face. The second spin state is negative - letting us know what the PTB are doing as we the lemmings allow it. The two eco-lemmes rotate around each other and provide a complementary picture of where we were and where we are going.

The interesting thing is that due to quantum mechanics, these lemme's flip back and forth in spin state. The winning website of the Posit-Eco-Lemme is Urban Survival. George Ure is very good at pointing out paths into the future. The Negit-Eco-Lemme is awarded to the Daily Reckoning. Bill Bonner reports on the howdtlook from Europe, and continually plugs investment advice into metal - mostly gold and silver. Often - you get the early warnings of economic tidings on both sites - DR has a team of observers where US has george - take him of leave him. Oh - and the half-past human language reports.

Go visit both sites - they make a whole that can fill the coming hole. And they switch focus regularly - the positive and negative balance between both sites is a yin/yang feature of the award. After all - economics is not as volatile as climate. (Red alert : false statement)

December 09, 2009

The lemme award for truth speaking

When it comes to reality programming, most people think about who should be voted off the island. In the context of lemme space - we wish to promote people and thoughts that we wish to be on our island - for the outlook is positive and the point is well taken. The idea of what is, is what we make of it. Our programmers forgot to work on the basis of truth and the current world debacle called COP15 is just another power grab by the elite - but this time we all caught on. Action is a balance of introducing chaos with the right amount of order to induce freedom.

Normally, i would consider myself a member of gang-green when it comes to environmental concerns. I also am a realist and look at the primary data - my conclusion was that climate is not a response to CO2 level - and there are many more weighted factors, primary being water vapor. One non-scientist writer seems to understand this better than most - today's read on Increasing your carbon footprint! is so right on that we award the 2009 lemme for truth perspective to Butler Shaffer who publishes at .

More lemme's to be announced throughout the month. The lemme awards are provided for entertainment purposes and carry an award of one acceptance post. More awards to follow.

Critter Alert

From Annette via Larry

just a reminder about the unusual cold and critters.

* Wild birds need open water to fight hypothermia, consider some pans of warm water a few times a day, they'll be so grateful! I also put out bits of apple, raisins, etc., for the thrush type birds (robins, etc) that didn't leave our area. Studies show how due to climate change, migration patterns are becoming more mixed up, birds possibly confused into staying when normally they might have left...

* Dogs kept outside need a shelter not much larger than their own bodies, because when dog houses are too big, they cannot hold much heat. Consider some additional bedding, alfalfa hay works better than straw, as it doesn't flatten as much. Please consider bringing dogs and cats in, especially at night.

* Studies show that 80% of colic in horses in winter is cause they don't like drinking the cold water. I fill plastic jugs with hot water from tap and pour it over their water. (And during cold snap, this is done after first removing the ice.)

The critters will appreciate the effort !

December 08, 2009

Ice Royalty

It's cold howdtside - the deer on the lawn are all fluffed up to protect their bodies from the frost. The creek in front offers several winter recollections including the photo taken last winter. One of my favorites. The Ashland crowd is all abuzz over the Holiday Gift Market today and tomorrow afternoon at the Ashland Springs Hotel. Lots of cool stuff - if you believe in gift giving.

The conversation has turned to what is coming in the future. Is wireless electrical energy ready for prime time yet? Just think about what it would be like if we didn't have to trip over cords. Bye-bye outlets (but not howdtlets) I think we need a completely new economic model - with cooperation and competitions working together rather than pitted as opposites. Sounds like Get Zooks!

December 06, 2009

stream of dissonance

energy field unstable - pain accessible from multiple locations - turn off the resistance - accommodate and decelerate - tune everything howdt - shutting down for reboot - 3..2..1..

good afternoon - welcome back - the challenge is to see how much here is still there. look around and make your assessments - you can start doing whenever you feel ready to do. i am here to assist - anything your heart desires that rings true. - 1..1..2..3..5..8..13..21

hola - como estas? y tu, tambien. gracias. vamos a mis amigos casa para el fiesta. de nada. 2..4..8..16

over the river and thru the woods to grandmothers house we go. The horse knows the weigh to carry the sleigh = my little horse must think its queer to stop without a farmhouse near = he gives his harness bells a shake to ask if there is some mistake = 3..6..9 the goose drank wine, the monkey chewed tobacco on the street car line = memories, times we had with one another = i'm mad as hell and not going to take it anymore = have become comfortably numb 3..2..1

y'say y'want a revolution. and where do we go from here, Which is the way that’s clear? Still lookin’ for that Blue Jean Baby Queen. Prettiest girl I ever seen - #9

allow yourself to drift wherever the stream of consciousness takes you. Do not attempt to control the flow, let it go and resonate with what collects from the recesses of your mind. The time for change is upon on - get grounded on the path that you intend to walk. hold my hand as we walk together. 1..2..3..4

i wish to thank the academy for this great honor. The issue is existence and the task ahead is to sort through the fog. My brain hertz - the frequency allows time space shifting to set right the asymmetry - the event horizon is with us here and now. are we there yet? 1..1..2..3..5..8..13

December 04, 2009

Falling Up and Growing Down

I am here in essence being - a place where we have tread all our lives, but yet we have never tread here before. Some of the assumptions need to be challenged. Like earn a living. Why? To keep up with the rat race - i don't think so. Look around - what do you see? Are you aware of your surroundings or only when something changes? Consciousness without awareness is futility.

We are addicted to our comforts - the little things that we have grown so used to having, our stuff. The forms and patterns that we grasp are set forth for us to grasp - sometimes to lead us away from the bigger picture. Our science models are couched in versions of reality that do not hold up to specific scrutiny. They are just test cases - science is about discovery - it doesn't operate well when we think we know all there is to know. There is so much more that we don't know than we do know.

No wonder how i get so confused. Things that we are not aware about play a key role in our destiny. We attempt to build ourselves up by breaking each other down. Why tell somebody that it can't work, unless you've been there and tried to make that model fit. Models are only simulations. They take factors and controls into account and allow you to run with an idea. You build it into something that can be grasped - but these efforts get canniballized in the race for the funds - we shouldn't have to sell ourselves to produce the capital - especially not to the banksters, lawbots and raqueteers. The angel model works well: but then again, it's only a model.

Gaia works in mysterious ways. It was lucidly clear yesterday - today it's just a jumble of non-symmetric form. I trust the universe to allow me to stay away from the entanglements of the spaghetti. The inner edge and the outer edge - away from the muddle in the middle. The form will change several times - the function of being of essence is to sense the vibration - either in harmony or completely howdt marching to the beat of a different drummer. There are parallels in all frames and forms, at all scales and sizes.

Come howdt, come howdt wherever you are
Life works as a heart that beats regularly
Except when it doesn't, the mythos sold
Accept only what rings harmonically true

A solo tone is completely symmetric

If honest, then truth shall take form
Alignment and attunement are facets
Of the same focus group - engaged

2009 lemme howdt

December 02, 2009

whirlwind again

wow - life rambles and things happen, then things happen and life rambles. people are people. we should know better than to believe ourselves. if we set forth intention, then do the best that we can for our own personal development, perhaps we can stabilize our frequencies and be in a position to deal with what is coming down. Everything.

so now there are five of us bantering at the homestead. turn around and they're there. visionaries are the people who do what they do without worrying about what other people think about what they're doing. you tread into an investigative field and get immersed, then slowly observe the details of how the leaves intertwine. suddenly an aha moment occurs and it all changes - its all okay.

now, is the time to sort howdt the details of life, the universe and everything. the physical constants appear to be changing, nothing is ever as it seems.

December 01, 2009


From george at urban survival:

Don't know if you have noticed the same disturbing trend I have, but when one sits back on a cool morning with no work to think about and reflect over a hot cuppa joe, I get a growing sense that less and less of what's being 'piped' into human melodramatic consciousness can be trusted. It starts as a feeling, but when I started start to add up all the Big Lies of the past few years, the number became impressive; 9/11, the supposed naturally occurring flu, the 'need to war', and more recently, climategate.

As a fellow data cruncher - i have noticed. As a chemist, i tend to look at numbers and sort through patterns seeking truth, for its own sake. Many recent exposed facets display a mismatch in symmetry that makes them less believable and more contrived. But when we realize that history is written by the victors, we begin to wonder about all anecdotal evidence. Yet science excludes anything that does not have a congruence to already established science story-line. Climategate is a snapshot of what happens behind the curtains - the little old man makes it up as he goes. It rings funny with the truth detector.

I have also been struggling with an inebriation of my personal vibration frequency. I can get excited by drawing parallels between the way chemistry works and the mechanisms that we have created to describe how the molecules work. If a cell acts like a really big city ... The images that i have been creating have a flow and form that imply naturalness as a function of symmetry. A balance between sound and mind. People have been played off against each other for power versus love, led astray without the belief that love is power - a yin/yang that is both sides of the same coin. There is no love in our system - only power. This system has degenerated beyond workability.

So now is the time to change. To not give in to the power of brute force, but to work out a new system that values the contributions that we all can make. It means stepping howdt - away from the debt controlled establishment and on to different things. Not better, not worse - different. A whole new experience. Something that doesn't exist as far as the mainstream comprehends.

November 30, 2009

Basis Set

Science is an endeavor that stacks the deck by isolating variables and then implying cause and effect. It requires complete honesty in approach - else you run the risks of getting the result you expect by force. Most scientists have troubles modifying their view to fit the results and instead change the results to fit the view. I would like to see the Venus Project working - Fresco was already on my radar screen. Thanks to Aeon for the video link.

As far as our communities are concerned, science can be used to predict outcomes based on the work being done. The key is to have a clean data stream that provides unfiltered information that allows us to figure out a process or a mechanism. Once we know how something works, we can imply why it works and use it to improve our value status. Community is about sharing what we value, in common, as we value things differently when for us alone.

November 29, 2009

unreal disreality

struggling with thoughts - intention is a driver to receive what you think you desire. we never quite understand the big picture - the one created by the sum of small choices that we make as we live our lives. so much is done in the quest for what is right - but vantage point is different between right and left, right and wrong, rights and responsibilities. our solo mind-sets have been overwhelmed by the cognitive dissonance of self-serving information.

Science, my field, was set as the cornerstone of what we knew to be truth. The field has evolved into wishful thinking based on outcomes driven by political agenda. The high costs have made gang science into the primary display - good for humanity does not translate to good for individual humans. Look at the current politicization of medicine - causing illness and strife rather than creating better health. Last week's revelation of the climate change information manipulation just tells me to look at the data and process the numbers on my own. (i do that anyway).

The costs of peer review are paid in truth. I would rather publish science in form of poetry, than to run the gauntlet of the gatekeeper system. The current system is manipulated by the people in charge with a standard whack-a-mole mentality; and dirty tricksters if you don't play wink, wink, nudge, nudge, with the current game.

Emergence requires nucleation points - two is more stable than one. Most models say helium is super stable - most twos pair up and curl up into their own space and time. There is something to be said in favor of this - however it will not solve any of the inconsistencies that plague our current body of whirled knowledge. i am torn between visions - i would like to change perspective - always seeking truth. i am ready for the step from one to two, are you?

November 28, 2009

Imagination Station

Transpositional reality
You in Me in you in me...
Now fades into then
As tomorrow arrives
its not time yet (or duz it?)

Contemplate elation
Pandora's Box
Open for flying
Higher than kites

Surfing air waves
Shrinking momentum
Concurrent conscious
To hold you in my arms

where our dreams
become reality
here on this earth
a mass filled void

2009 lemme howdt

Event Horizons

When something happens consistently, we develop a sense of expectation that things are never going to change. Then the change happens and the alternative is a skew prospect from where you were and where you are now - you can't go back but you really can't move forward either - buffeted by the waves of perspective to sense unilaterally.

It has already happened for some of us, while others are doomed to wait for the happening to occur. Straddling two worlds places us in a mine field (mind field?). The pop rockets are going off and i get the sense that the timing is not yet ripe - so we continue to tread water and do what we can to resonate on natural frequency rather than bask in the system.

Emergence will happen on it's own, from many sources that serve as points of nucleation for new memes, new perspectives and multi-variant outcomes. One world order is doomed by being yang to the yin of one world chaos. I am glad to know that my position on climate has not been modified at all by the current controversy - we still need to unfowl the whole of gaia's nest. There are forces on a grand scale that act similar to forces on the small scale - but our models have deviated from symmetry. Energy sinks are seas of stability - new solutions are coming. Be open...

November 27, 2009

Black Friday

Had to set Pandora to Steely Dan Radio - thinking strongly of the song Black Friday. The day after thanksgiving sees the rain coming down steadily while the wind strips the remaining leaves off the deciduous trees. The recent disruptions in the plain of being has caught people coming and going in the same type of dance. Black Friday also can refer to a knights of templar purge which isn't the greatest of memories.

To commemorate the day, i have started a pumpkin soup, adding just enough seasonings for flavor. Entirely organic local grown, with my home-grown pumpkins. Feels good to be able to walk the process through from spring planting to fall harvest. It takes time that most people don't feel they have - as they attempt to not fall behind the Joneses. Prepare for the worst, yet envision the best. The universe has a great spirit playing games with the winds and the fortunes of being here at this time can hardly be considered random events.

Now - i will start ruminating on the lemme's - awards for the most creative places that i have found on my travels through the web of life. There are some super-excellent websites, blogs and social networks that i have found: now sift through time has come. The it will never collapse folks took a major hit this year, but we are still existing in the same system with indefinite time until closure is reached. This gives us time to intend the universe to be what we need it to be for our continued existence.

Now, today, i find myself still very thankful for the place where i be. The past year has brought new friends and novel relationships and allowed me to explore a depth of realms of approach to the current inertia. The social network craze has left me with mixed tastes in my mouth - some bitter, some sweet. Rolling over the way we educate ourselves in this wealth of information with no texture or context is my focus - a different system based on game theory, group theory and atomic resonance.

November 26, 2009

2 minute Chemistry Comedy

One of the all-time best chemistry TV episodes is from WKRP in Cincinnati. I have always wanted to show this clip to a classroom - i have been thru the rhyme and verse with Tim Reid. Go down to the second half of the video - feature starts around 4:30.

'oliday message

Happy Turkey Day - one and all.

November 25, 2009


soap cleans
phosphate pollutes
yet soap = phosphate
make up everything
harnessed for use
land somewhere
as something
other than
what they were
evil devils
poisons, pollutants
etch life
toxic leeches
protect us please
from comicals
laugh at fears
things change
but products
are raw materials
for the next

(c) 2005 lemme howdt

November 24, 2009

Good Vibrations

if you have a half-hour to zone howdt on a meditative healing experience - try this!

Ultimately Sociochemistry

Where shall i begin to tell the story - it depends entirely upon ones point of view. The indians follow their chiefs into battle; when the cause is unjust, they fight with half a heart. Leadership listens to the will of the people and finds a way to accommodate the current, while reaching toward the future. This system of conquest took out the tribes to form a corporate kleptocracy : WE THE PEOPLE need to have responsibility for our own manifest destiny. Our solace may be in recreating community as tribe.

The world is moving to a catastrophic upheaval, but nobody really knows what that means. The system will tweak everybody unjustly until we just up and quit - but no alternative is acceptable. Watch the opening press conference from SNL. The american public should expect kisses and flowers too.

World leadership is going to come from the BRIC - Brazil, Russia, India and China. How much they let the US play depends on what form the nation takes when the economic collapse transpires. Our specific intention should be to focus toward rebuilding ourselves at home, on a local scale. We can put aside our hostilities toward each other and start preparing for self-sufficiency.

This means developing new systems to replace old failures. Yesterday we rendered pumpkins to a form where they can be cooked into Thanksgiving dessert. We saved some seeds, such that we can have a bountiful harvest next year. We toasted some seeds and traded stories while snacking, cutting, cleaning and canning. We built interpersonal, inter-generational community. No leadership, just all indians. The pumpkins were homegrown, a gift from our sovrin garden. The jars for storage materialized from a trip to the local BiMart. Simple, yet elegant model for an education system - using the local grange hall to complete common tasks.

No reason that we can't duplicate that type of effort weekly - to get together over food and drink and learn of the myriad of approach to the same thing. Gathering with a bowl of soup,while watching a movie, then discuss truths and bias. Knowing that we can create deep friendships that strengthen these bonds of community by sharing wine and verse.

So what do we expect from our leaders? That they allow change to happen, sometimes leading the charge. That they understand the filters and build with our hopes, rather than playing on our fears. That they understand our capabilities and allow us to do what we do, rather than forcing us square pegs into round holes. A sensitivity to our needs that allow us freedom to do what we need to do, what we want to do, to make our skills fit with the desired outcome of the group endeavors.

The kitchen was stable yesterday with four pairs of two approaching the various tasks. Eight is Oxygen - a very stable element that likes to pair with itself. Two loose grange persons spent about an hour with us - providing isolated hydrogen to give the event the shape of water. Dr. Lenny theorizes that water is the seat of consciousness and that intent is the guidance system that allows physical alignment to create impulse. The evening set a spark of charge, of change - the mission may be clarifying.


Coming soon - a sunwheel production...

November 23, 2009

Pumpkin Pie in the Sky

I find that i look forward to Monday mornings because it rolls out another Jim Kunstler article. The commentaries after the article suggest that i am not the only one who surfs to Jim's page. The idea of localized economy fits the shoe perfectly - but most people are too busy standing around waiting for something to happen. Right now, it is mostly talk - but if we cannot agree to talk - what hope do we really have of working together in community.

Too many people just want to roll up their sleeves and do - even though they don't have a clue as to what is coming, or what to do. The time now can be spent reflecting on the possibilities, because when the roller coaster ride of economic degradation really hits the fan - it ain't gonna be pretty. So working on the microcosm of self right now may be the last time we actually have the time to choose our orientation into the future.

What worked in the past no longer works and what didn't work, quite likely still wont work. The parameters are changing, so i will focus on local re-education through non-traditional sources. The grubbermint is not to be trusted at all, for any service provided. Well - i'll allow the post office deliver my bills when i pay them. Otherwise - its a do-it-ourselves construct. Today's plan is to render pumpkins into pie-filling and toasted pumpkin seed.
See you all at the grange at 1:00.

November 21, 2009

paradigm change

from fear to love
alternative appearance
words convey form
action reciprocates
dissolve in merits
articulated essence
develop positive spin
rotational frequency
emitting joyous effusion
not worried about futures
not dwelling upon pasts
enrapt in a moment
morphogy field effects
intentional appearance
pack away turmoil
creating the space
that we inhabit

lemme howdt 2009

November 20, 2009

Proposed Constitutional Amendment

from Donna D.

New Amendment 28

Congress shall make no law that applies to the citizens of the United States
that does not apply equally to the Senators or Representatives,
and Congress shall make no law that applies to the Senators or
Representatives that does not apply equally to the citizens of the United
States .

Need we say anymore- Let's get this passed around folks and to all in your
mail lists....

...and With just this in RED send it to your House & Senate Reps today.

Click to find your Reps. gov/ : http://www.senate. gov/

Thyme to Get Howdt

Ideas are viral. When it comes to getting something done - everybody has their own approach to how they think it should be done. One of my roomies thinks that everybody should be flexible enough to pitch in on everything - if you don't garden, then you don't eat. If my intent is not in the garden, then conscripting me to the garden corps only builds my resentment. I should be able to trade my garden time to somebody else for some other service that i enjoy providing, and do better. Let the people who know gardens run the garden projects and then volunteers can assist when the time crunches come about (planting, harvesting, processing). If we form guilds that center around function, then proper division of labor means more free time for everybody.

The current system is cooked - so there is no need to abide by preset rules. To form a co-operative guild means to work with people to achieve common goals - give and take in the approach allows more latitude to discover. Our communities should share in the spoils of the fruits of our own labor. So hop off to the cooked link above and ask yourself - have too many of us been pushed over the line?

On another note - who are we when we say we? I can understand the concept of I very well and often deliberately use i rather then I to emphasize that i am me, a small piece of a bigger collective. But how big is that collective that i am talking about when using we. There is you and me. Then you and me and him (and her) and then us and our group of day-to-day friends, then our extended families and friends of friends and suddenly our we has become very populated, indeed. So when we use we, we really have no sense of the size and scope of amount of people that we are dealing with. People who use we to mean everybody have visions of sugarplums dancing in their heads.

I like to connect with we in the you and me. The bonds that build strength with-in communities stem from elongated running conversations with a variety of people over a period of time. We appreciate values and forgive transgressions and just attempt to be there when we need each other. The more intimate the circle, the more we develop a sense of who fits where in our personal community context.

Defining the operating scale of what we call community can be done by creating a fractal of sports on education, where values are derived by comparative measurement. If the terms change so that the score is measured in win/win terms rather than win/lose terms - then standings can be kept and the reference can be used to teach concepts. Concepts can be applied at home and then contests held similar to those in the movie A Knight's Tale. Imagine form being like Hogwarts and Quidditch. So many potential models for freedom of thought.

November 19, 2009


when all paths lead to
the same destination
caged lab rats running
the endless loop
burning off energy
in nonproductive array
adds to mental entropy
of urgent formal reaction
though equal opposite stress
is causation - nothing
comes of nothing
ashes to ashes, dust to dust;
the ephemeral ability
to rise and fall and rise
and fall and dust off
pick up the bodice &
continue, understanding
that true crime is to not
reach the potential state
that is achievable in
absence of artificial
barriers to thought

lemme howdt : 2006

November 18, 2009


The abuse of government function has turned our nation into a scam of rules on regulations on laws on decrees (czars?) with rabid dog enforcement of the trivial (smoking pot) as egregious wrongs (grand juries) are condoned. Perhaps it is time to look into the representation of the law and what it really means to not have law - anarchy.

The volume of rules, regulations and laws have gotten out of hand. The enforcement state uses punishment as a form to extracting more money from a frayed populace. If we can turn down the spigot to a manageable flow of reasonable laws, with simple language and several valid mechanisms of approach, then perhaps we can use the freedom to deal with some of the breakdowns through an 'howdtside da baax' approach.

Take for example - building code. The rest of the world has great experience with cobb housing, no architect or builder can get one approved for rural community life. Zoning laws are designed for herds - created to establish profit centers. You know what i mean without needing more examples. We need to quit 'allowing' - sovereign people can understand the concepts and work through the issues for the best fit without micromanagement via straight-jacket parameters.

The time has come to roll back the legal system. If everything were reset to the organic constitution - the bill of rights included - a newly elected congress with no seniority games might be able to fix the Republic. Anything short and we have a fractal of the mess that we are already involved with. Originally - lawyers and barristers were restricted to the judicial branch of government - not allowed to dominate the executive and congressional branches. Now we have bills passed that are fast-tracked through congress without time to assess the implication. Congress is completely out of touch (except mebbe Ron Paul).

The solution is to build an emergent new system starting from the local community level up to a nation. Top down federal government needs to be replaced by a system where the people know their representative to the next level directly, on a first name, chat with you on the street basis. All government function would be restricted to the scope and scale of the people affected, such that the states form when the locations within the state require context over greater land areas. Heinlein wrote many science fiction stories describing different social orders - one size fits all bursts too many seams.

The current social strata is gone. We cannot allow the corporate government to loot the populace any longer. As nancy r. said - Just Say No. When controlled anarchy is set into motion, a different order will arise from the chaos. If we cannot change, then our slogan will be - Just Say Moo.

November 17, 2009

There and Back Again

sometimes we escape from our lives for tidbits out of the ordinary. never knowing when they may arise, we shift our perspective and go with a flow that provides extraordinary egress from the mundane. too bad the effort is not sustainable over a long term, as the press of societal flow melts into the opaque waters of the unknown.

life is enriched by our presence in the now of time/space. we are always here - a part of us remains as we go, elsewise there is no rational explanation for the context that we absorb. perspective is a funny thing which can be shared intuitively and intimately, or remain totally disconnected. watched all three Matrix movies this weekend past - neo liminal messages with a smithesque content. the third movie was more about smith than neo

there is unity within the duality; universal multi-dimensional reality appears to contain parellel timelines on vastly different scales. where is current consciousness? times are hard and your afraid to pay the fee, so you need to find somebody who can do the job for free. the ability to get anything done is overridden by the cognitive dissonance that we all invoke. how do we get to ground? you can't always get what you want : ya get what ya need.

to limber up your limbic system - travel to treei. the glyphs resonate harmonicity to our senses. i chose some stones from the mystic earth portfolio and have been distributing them to people that move my space. not everyone appreciates stone value - some have their senses in different material form. frequency is an inverse function of size - each frame of reference has it's real time and its relative time - 16 scales in pairs of eight, one set inverted in symmetry from the other. we can use luminosity as a function of depth, and also include four distinct orientations. our multiverse can collapse upon itself like an accordion - moving vast distances of space in a blink of an eye - which takes forever on a smaller scale. time is of the essence, a fragrance of sensation, different in form on every scale. everything and nothing simultaneously, forever and never.

no wonder we are all confused.

November 12, 2009

Space Walk

Qophy and Tea and the Java and Me - a cup, a cup, a cup, a cup and i'm wired. Sometimes things travel in spiral patterns and reappear on your mantle in slightly different forms. Talk of Ormus brings a novel sensation, knowing that many are deceiving themselves into thinking with their pocketbooks. When the rains come, it will be nice to have a supply; this knowledge should be shared rather than consumed.

Getting ready to speculate in the random phenomena world - guidance comes in many forms. I even had the sacred geometry deck out this past week. Times are hard and we're just not ready to do the dirty work of reformulating life onto the organic plain. Patience is called for - the times they are a changing. Amazing how the 70s rock bands were philosophers with their music - in retrospect, the tunes still hold up to the modern sound.. steely dylan

Yet there is frequency rumbling that makes me feel unsettled. Surf's up and the board isn't greased. Much easier to be on top of the wave than buried by it. It's early and i'm pumping the high octane to get going - when it all breaks down, i certainly hope that there is enough coffee stashed to go around. Or is it the qophy that causes the stress by pushing the body past its limits?

Limits. The Outer Limits. Mathematics breaks down at the juncture point of the limits. We are in new space - where rules of yesterday break down in terms of today. New psyche - hopefully not all dog eat dog. Listened to Joni last night - but not the right songs. Too twisted. It's all a purple haze.

November 10, 2009

Oy Vey

Shake, rattle and roll. The vibrations this morning are knocking my socks off. The road grader is out clearing the ditches and Okie John is mowing the cow field. Did one hell of a job sowing next year's datura crop. One of the offshoots of nature having a warped sense of humor. The change in thinking requires letting go of concepts that we need to hold onto in order to function on the slipping mud covered slope of modern cognitive dissonance.

Full house defeats the empty nest - the boy is back in town. Adventure comes as he swings widely on all spheres of the field, rather than focusing down to a specific interest. It keeps coming fast and furious, so you don't have the time to think, unless you see different and make the time. How we learn is by spending the time working in the area we are learning about - if you are not there speaking to nature, nature ignores you. My nature is currently set in nurture in a not so healthy environment. What can we do to clean up the mess depends on the consideration of what the mess is that we are addressing. What scale of operation?

As i work on line two - the time spent away from paying attention to lines one and three are having some effects. The community (3) is a network of social sprawl that will not accept any guidance without engaging multiple jawbones on analysis paralysis. This time needs to be matched by action in the field of being - where we look to apply the learning into pathways that develop new strands of learning. You get into a flow and then - the electric bill is due. Drag you from two to three kicking and screaming - so that one gets all inflated and line two becomes impossible.

Build first one, then one then two. Two can go to four or three - four being double two - but the path diverts from two four eight sixteen to three five eight thirteen. These two lines are distinctly different in a mathematical sense, and we haven't even touched the log scale. Not one of them is linear - yet we live in this box. do re mi

Emergent behavior is the link between chaos and order. The conditions are ripe for a different response that takes us away from the uber-order systems that currently function. The dinosaurs are falling - the cost of verbage reaching howdt into the net is beyond the MSM to control. Goodbye printing press. Let's watch this model play thru and then see where else it can be applied. Chaos is an opportunity to sweep away dead baggage, but we can't afford to play stupid system games. This bankster system is broke beyond repair in too many ways - let it go.

By new year, a new plan will be hatched.

November 07, 2009

Line Two of Thought

Now that we understand self, we start projecting that what is good for me is good for everybody else also. This is a logical fallacy. The best things that we appreciate are shared with individuals based upon the desire of time - the place where you are when the event horizon hits you. The reason to be hanging out with the people you love is to be there with them whenever something happens beyond the way we see things.

Floating howdt there to a direction where the things that are manifesting are because of the intent placed into the flow. What a thought hits the target, it reverberates at a frequency that launches deeper and sets off waves of ramifications. If i change my thought consciously, the events that transpire will change to provide me with a fractal - a combination of reality and projected field strength. You always get a skew that comes from the dynamics of the situation, beyond any individual control.

So i'm sitting on the porch shucking corn and taking the kernals off the cob on the ears that would defy the storage container. A friend comes over to chat and he has just seen an agro video about removing kernals by hand from an ear - he sits down and we shuck and jive. Ho, Ho, Ho it's magic. y'know. Never believe it's not so.

Santa Claus is coming to town. I really think that a green santa would be a complement to the red santa that shouts loudly at us during this coming season. The amount of post-harvest work that needs to be done with the pumpkins is now planned, although they still find ways to walk off - another example of changing skew - roll with the punches into a different reality.

So the answers are yes, yes, no, true and fourty-two - i just haven't quite figured howdt the questions. The state has all the tentacles howdt - it will flash away as did the USSR in the fall of '87. Or was it another time - the years of history blend together so easily as we age. How does that translate with this new sense of time that has arrived. Everything is rushed, yet nothing ever happens in the now, until it does and then it's past, yet we are still here where we are. The change is upon us, embrace it.

If you share these types of thoughts - you are connecting to my wavelength such that our frequencies blend. The depth of the illusion is somewhat defined - we can agree on the perspective and approach. This is a rare gem - the accommodation of limbic communication as expressed through essence. This second line is the hardest line to maintain, because those not addressing it will not comprehend what we envision in the least. That is okay. But they need not get an explanation because none is due - it is not worth changing the concept to fit any preconceived notions.

Roll the dice, get the result based on nature and nurture. Each rating system differs in the content - yet shares common theme. Those who know teach acolytes and apprentices, while everyone else teaches everyone else. The tangled flying spaghetti monster image expanded in meiosis. In a swimming pool of lemon jello. Just imagine the U-tube video.

November 05, 2009

Line One of Thought

You are you. You do not represent you. Do the best you can with the cards that have been dealt. Develop interpersonal communications at a level of intrinsic comfort - after all, you are you. Each connection is between two nodes only - you are one of the nodes. Exchange occurs in multiple dimension - a touch transfers as much vibratory frequency as a word.

Once you have reached a comfort zone within yourself, a decision to expand or contract can be made though a complement of emotion and logic. Brain and Heart share Responsibility, but Spirit is the Guidance that sees you through to complete the intention. The law of attraction comes into focus, you can have anything you want. The law of karma also comes into focus - you get what you ask for, but in a skew of the way you expected it.

Alas, the day calls. Much to do, much to think about. Focus on the first line is what do i want/need for myself as an individual. It involves answering questions like - who an i? - why am i here? and - what is the air velocity of an unladen swallow?

November 04, 2009

Are we done yet?

I went to see an MD yesterday to jump thru the state hoops and pay tithe to the gatekeeper medical profession in order to smoke a weed. The MD would not accept my application because i did not see any other MDs to verify that i was taking care of all other alternatives (of course the weed works, the pharma doesn't - i don't do pharma, nor MDs). So now there is another layer of control that forces our decisions, so that we don't get to think for ourselves. I don't see a need to play these games empowered by legislated thuggery.

MD's do not know enough biochemistry to be believable. They listen to big pharma reps in prescribing poisons and work to make everybody dependent upon their system. Diet and nutrition are the keys to good health, with the first focus on proper hydration. The migraines that i smoke weed to handle are also readily dealt with by drinking more water.

We don't need gate-keeper or controllers. The industrial-military-medical complex is so off kilter that you now need to hire a lawyer to watch your lawyer. 'Ignorance is no excuse' is obliviated by the over-abundance of laws, rules, and fixed mechanisms. People are paired against each other by the system that needs to offset all work to ensure nothing changes outside - all we do is argue against ourselves.

Let's try something different. Let's start supporting each other's new innovations and ideas. Let's remove the need to ask permission and start overwhelming the system with intention and initiative. Just do it. Listen to people in your group and devise a set of agreements that each individual can live within. Basic agreement with no depth or complex agreement with legal depth - we need new contracts that work for people, not corporate lawyers. Un-elect the entire establishment.

Oh, yesterday was election day? Well, never mind.

November 03, 2009

My Inputs

Traveling twice the speed of sound, it's easy to get burned. Moving around the changes while keeping eyes open to see how the effects affect the behaviors. People are getting tight - wound up to the point where it really isn't working, but we go ahead and continue to do it anyway because it is what we have been taught to do. Have to break that mold. Community does not work unless it forms in an organic self-organizing entity. When it becomes somebody's little vision - it drifts into a personal space.

There seem to be three tethers to work on, but only two of them can be functional at the same time. You have immediate self. This is the person that you pack around in a body that functions to keep you in the game of life. How you view life is unique to you - i am unique to me. The second tether is as a part of humanity - it's the expression of the genes that make you human and your pet cat a feline. This pattern can be worked on any scale - generally as part of a symmetric pattern that builds leverage.

The third tether is the subgroup of intention and interest. It contains the folks that think the way you do and the focus is on what you feel is important. You sometimes connect to specific individuals on a deeper level and it transcends the relationships that you have formed with others. These are the things you collect, the things you appreciate, the things that you do when you spend your time doing. This is a very tough overlap to find, but it can move at different depths. There are lots of persons to connect to, but the wavelengths are jumbled by the cognitive dissonance that drives us apart in the current society.

We don't always stay in resonance with ourselves. Each interpersonal interaction develops a different twist that pushes us down the forward moving time line. We try different alterations of the base frequency, dampening the peaks and valleys by artificially tempering the conscious state of reality. This weekend opened your mind after you have resonated on the issue. New insights should be leaping - but now how does that work for you. What changes must we make to get there from here. Where? Where ever you want to be: set the space. Or many spaces, if we are welcome in many places.

Do you need your own space? It depends on what level we work at. Sometimes we have all the space we need - we just have to allocate it differently. What is the most important task to focus on? Well - that has to be a personal decision for each of us. Winter, spring, summer or fall, All ya got to do is call.

Other Inputs

Is this the real life? Is this just fantasy? Caught in a landslide - well let's try it with new words. This is definitely worth a chuckle - if it weren't so true. And while i'm linking things of interest - try this video on symmetry. Laugh and Think.

November 01, 2009

welcome to november

quite a night in Takilma - now there is a history to match my endeavor. this is in the midst of nowhere - tree growing country. my senses tell me this is a nice place to visit, but ... there are many mysticisms that impinge on my view screen. Time to recalculate position and decide where to focus attention. Day after day, alone on a hill ...

meditation involves getting in tune with a sense of sense. the flow of life rumbles downhill - each of us struggle to be something that we wish to become without realizing that we are already there. I am exactly where i wish to be, even though sometimes it seems like there should be a how did i get here awareness. I sense that here is an opportunity - as change happens.

so i connect in heart-space to people in other space-time zones. it seems as thought the PTB manipulate time to keep us off-balance. daylight savings is a myth - the time shift has no lengthening component. It is like cutting a one foot strip off the bottom of your blanket, then sewing it to the top of the blanket. all of life is a circle.

October 31, 2009

Happy Halloween

And it's a full moon too!

October 30, 2009

Whiz Bang

My world is full of flow - the dynamics of the law of attraction and the warped sense of time conspire to allow everything to happen all at once while nothing really happens in real time. There is so much that we don't know we don't know that when chaos hits - the absence of form will lead to a better resolution than overarching pre-set order. Let's hope it goes with a whimper rather than a bang.

People believe what they wish to believe no matter what you say or do. They continue their mythos in the face of the stunning realization that all that there is is not all that there is. As you peel away layers of the onion skin, you eventually find that there is no onion there - you've peeled away the substance along with the surface. Surfaces are interfaces where things touch - but mass and void are complementary currencies of matter and energy.

October 28, 2009


The crowd has arrived in force. My peaceful domicile that usually holds two or three is up to a population of six at the moment. Is this a portend of things to come? As people have more trouble dealing with each other, we fractionate into small enclaves and take in our friends as they free-fall their way howdt of the present debacle.

Home should not be grand central station. However, we take care of people who can't take care of themselves. We also tend to over-commit ourselves - how can you not take in people. The idea would be to get people back on their feet - we never can go back. I need some space.

Ah - a little extra space. Quiet is not here, must aspirate my need to climb into the silence and just get on with the temporary adjustment. The sun is howdt, so i may just migrate streamside. Consideration of the balance of cost and privacy - the latter has great value. A node of two can disappear off the grid and never be disturbed : until ... Still something to consider.

Every additional point of view has a story - we need to listen to some of the stories with much deeper regard - every story is a tale of an approach that didn't work on the pathway toward finding things that do work. We know that what eusta work, doesn't. Sometimes things work differently under different conditions. The fractal nature of life comes up again and again - everything repeats with a slightly different twist.

People learn differently - i don't like being talked at. I can handle a discussion with, but unless the actor has new information that nobody else in the group knows - i dislike the powerpoint presentation and the 'lecture'. I can only imagine what our kids think about this - the school system is an abject failure for anything except indoctrination. Can we let it go and find other ways to transfer knowledge.

October 25, 2009

Cats Channel Life

Cats have it all figured howdt - this frequency thing. They can act as a remote transmitter that operates outside of the regular space/time continuum. Schroedinger's cat provides a basic conumdrum - the cat didn't care if it was alive or dead. There are multiple levels of illusion.

Isn't it funny how you never notice some things until they play themselves into view, then you find that they don't quite fit the world perspective. The space/time talk at Urban Survival got me thinking on so many tangents that it is safe to say that i am ready for anything. Tonight's plan is to be at the grange for soup and cinema - the movie is What a Way to Go - Life at the End of Empire. I have not surfed the site because i don't want to spoil the movie - i do wish to talk about it afterward. Then see if my interpretation meets the media blitz.

Unsettling is occurring - we share resilience. Interpersonal contracts require several operating depths - with fewer access points to deeper modes of feeling and thought. The web interconnects some with others in the wavelength of their thought plateau and the vibes transmit. Let your cat be your antenna and let go of the angst - the scenario can change rapidly. The crowd grows and suddenly the free floating becomes critical and PoP! the next illusion develops to fill the void. Get thru today, then tomorrow will take place as it will.

October 24, 2009

4D --> 5D

Influence is behind the scenes power using a different type of force. The current power structure attempts to create decisions by committee, using a set stage for the portrayal of public participation, when the decision has already been made at another level and the actors are portraying their roles with illusionary intent. If you want to stop progress - form a committee.

Consensus is true agreement between people using influence to persuade, so that there are no blocks to the process. Ferreting out the real issue that is causing the hold up in the process is one of the keys to building consensus. Address the issues, realizing that the lone person who is thinking in depth has value to share when listened to. It is hard to listen and not talk over other people - but multiple directions of thought exchange build a better mousetrap (or model).

The sources speak and say hold the course. The philosophy is going to require comprehension from many different circuits. Issues of trust are going to come to the fore - already there are shaky planes underlying the foundations. Keep doing what you need to be doing, but realize that you are doing for your own edification, not because you have to or you are supposed to. Wake up to a smile and a song.
Or maybe a bowl of soup.

October 23, 2009


Images of Sunflowers - it that a face i note, looking howdtward? Sunflowers do not have to deal with banksters, or their higher gummed lawyers. Sunflowers have patterns in resonance with the sacred geometry of the golden mean spiral. Sunflower inner seeds are much less developed than the outer seeds. The seeds at the nodes where form takes shape are misdeveloped, as though they serve some other function than producing more sunflowers. Sunflowers get their heads whacked off at the end of their growing lifetime.

which one of these statements allows the change of words from sunflower to human???

October 21, 2009

Odd and Wierd together

i am at peace with me. the notion that the universe works thru the powers of distributed energy is amazingly clear. the focus of waves upon particles where the dual nature becomes a singularity should become the fundamental uniting concept of a new world field theory. distant interaction can become local as space-time folds - the stories you read are beyond the imagination to begin with, but we do not imagine in very big or very small terms. or at least most of us don't.

i am at peace with me. if a particle is a wave is a particle is a wave - can a wave be a wave without a particle nature? when a wave crests with another wave, the sums become additive. If the vectors are pointed in different directions, then maybe some of the energy is relieved into a non-mass, non-energy form. this is the world called spirit, the home of shamans and charlatans. as the collective gaia DNA line approaches the end of the chain, the current strands representing matter and energy are moving to ground. the spirit strand is causing forces that have been hitherto unknown by the persons shaping the current notion of history - they have not been factored into the transposition (or were blatantly ignored for profit by prophet).

so the physical constants are changing and time is just a parameter in the game. the notion that the higgs boson should not be discovered and hence is being affected by the future time travel is patently absurd by modern day science rules. but those rules have been skewered and are skew to the current motif - magic can happen. It just depends on your definition of magic. imagine an off the time time line that is perpendicular to the conventional reality time line - where what happens doesn't really happen, because it's all a test of the players playing an unknown game with unreal rules.

i am at peace with me. my wave frequencies got amplified but then the emitter popped and i was left back at the real home. the phone rang and the emission changed the field, so the current morphogenic response is to step back into that field, but at a lower vibration that will be amped back by the flow of thought into the same channels. sort of like an old tube television warming up.

i am at peace with me. the day has arrived to take stock in the current accounts and devote forethought to the next set of working conditions. the void voids tomorrow and the current intention will have been accomplished - a new cycle is set to begin. the void minds today, because the refection will open the interface to the pools that harbor the spirit that can talk my specific language. i know they call, the wanderlust grows stronger, but the unknown is, well unknown. for now. i am at peace with me.