December 18, 2012

Adventures

   Travelling the globe to bring you a constant variety of life - the thrill of victory and the agony of defeat - the human drama of non-athletic competition - this is doctor lenny's wide whirled of life.  The pictures, descriptions and accounts of this game are publically available and no rights are reserved - you own life as much as i do.
   After having many weeks of perfect travelling weather wherever i have gone, last night brought a snowstorm.  Roughly four inches have accumulated here - the snow has stopped and the sun is shining.  I will be off early tomorrow and end up where the sun is shining - lots of places to go and to be.  Check howdt this forecast!

 
   This stop is a real thrill - my son is downstairs locked into a video game.  It has been a while since i have seen him, active duty will do that sometimes.  I believe that he is in a good position for perspective and that all things considered, the future is bright.  As long as Friday is not correct on the above forecast.
   I predict that major events will happen that changes everything for the better.  I feel that we should turn off all the external information sources that attempt to convince us that it is not the way it is and instead just be how we are.  You have the ability to do anything - but you have to just do it and not worry about what might happen if.  The if never arrives.
   I am looking forward to dinner and a movie.  Then, a good nights sleep and off we go into the wild blue yonder.  I will be there when i get there - see you soon, i hope.
  

December 14, 2012

What is going on !

   Dreaming in modes of expression while watching life ebb with the flow - psychotic craziness is the mirage for lamestream press profundity - all things considered, i, like Bartlebey the Scrivener, would prefer not.  All is well and magical when you believe in the power to be resistant to the forces pushing against it.  Love is unique in that it answers every question, while providing mechanisms that are uniquely strange and charmed.
   The topic of energy led me to thinking (dangerous to some folks - watch for smoke coming out of the ears rather than the lungs) about thermal versus light induced pathways.  The mechanisms differ substantially, thermal energy is multidirectional and all encompassing while light energy has directionality.  Microwaves cause vibration of everything and remove all the resonance programming from a substance or solution, whereas visible or low energy wavelengths can induce creative organic chemistry.  The vibrational frequencies tend to be related by harmonics.
   The polarity of water ensures that gates open and close with a directional pathway in the realm of biochemistry.  There are built in bypass systems that allow subsystems to be isolated from the whole and a natural redundancy of function that has factors of size and scale.  This can be modeled in game terms as being 'off-the-grid', either temporarily or permanently.  This depends on whether the experiment or 'game' works as planned.
   Experience is a collection of adventures where you earn life style by discovering something new and different from the weigh - it is not what you have experienced before.  Feelings become insight into your personal psyche - you know when a truth is revealed, you can feel it resonate with your inner being.  The flow forms within the boundaries of symmetry; love overcomes power and the mind decides whet the heart implies.
   Love you all - namaste'     doc

December 13, 2012

Deep physics

   Intermediate pit-stop in the continuing saga of dacta lenny thyme and his light travels through the fractal biosphere.  He has agreed to become a contributor to the isotropic vector matrix as long as the product of the work is freely gifted to all humanity in the public interest.  The work of Haramein is close, but his misunderstanding of polarity and symmetry is a liability in the physical imaging of reality.
   We live in a holographic universe that changes continuously in small increments at every facet of the scale.  This includes all dimensions of time and space, and every concept from super-string up the line.  Quarks, mesons, leptons, protons, neutrons, electrons, atoms, molecules and macromolecules, all of biology is subject to this realm.  Doc wonders what emergent behaviors we will find when we find ourselves somewhere over the rainbow.  It is all very charmed and strange.
   Physics relies on mathematics for proof of concept in a geometrical pattern based on linear algebra.  Sacred geometry paints a picture of natural symmetry, with point groups that align with those found in crystals.  Look at the salts that you commonly use before they are ground to smithereens and you can see the crystal lattice.
   A lattice is a framework - like lettuce is the framework for your salad.  Think of this project as though we are the subways creating the sandwich that allows form and flow to merge into continuous reality.  More information on the project will be forthcoming as time allows and thyme allows.
   namaste'     doc

December 07, 2012

Home

   After wandering the west, doctor lenny is back at home.  The news of the world is a victory for the light - visit the galactic free press website for details.  Doc is worn and will make a longer post tomorrow or Sunday, depending on the status of consciousness.  Amtrak is always an adventure.  Blessings to each of hue.

Namaste'     doc

December 01, 2012

Water - beginning fractal of life?

   Life is not all fastballs, sometimes you deal with curveballs and sliders and every so often you get a screwball.  Denial is not a river in Egypt and sometimes you have to be willing to not swing at every pitch.  Light is a substance that catalyzes chemical activity - each of us is a chemical being based on the composition of water - a relatively simple complicated substance.
   If we look at ourselves in the mirror, we do not see the nature of the waters of who we are.  Water is a chameleon that changes form instantly and looks for a polarity to align with.  Therefore, since people vary in size and shape - we are united by the frequencies that we resonate our water molecules.
   Water is not a simple molecule with three degrees of freedom.  Water is able to change form at will, and what is in the water helps determine the context of use.  When something is added to the water we drink, it now serves that material rather than our physical form - we should all drink at least a glass of water each day without the coffee, tea, soda or other ingredients.  Maybe add a pinch of baking soda - your internal buffer systems will thank you.
   Proteins and enzymes use structural water to allow their domains to function.  Biochemistry has to follow the mechanisms of chemistry on a larger scale where fractal reality transforms the comprehension.  Water molecules are way, way smaller than the functional protein:  the internal water in the structure carries more weight than the carbon structure, when the system is functioning well.
   The active site is the place where the action occurs.  There is generally a metal ion present that has a specific chemical function - we measure a turn-over rate to tell how many times a transformation occurs in a fixed time period.  Some times things take a long time - like 10 reactions per second - other times you get over a million transformations. The specific local chemistry governs the rate of function.
   Plant growth should follow this function.  Doc would like to re-create an organization - OAK - to question all knowledge in a scientific approach toward learn to feed ourselves efficiently and at no cost to the populace.  Healthy food is a natural right and Monsanity just has to be stopped.  I get information on the whirled from Farm Wars - today's feature is well worth the reading time.

Namaste'     doc

November 30, 2012

What in the world?

   Allow me to defer today's blog to Dane Wiggington and a discussion on geo-engineering.  He is correct - the chemistry of Monsanity is awful - also check out Farm Wars for more real on-the-ground information on our food supply.

November 29, 2012

Changing Games

   All current institutions are suspect - their agendas are built to conserve the status quo by preventing change.  The terms conservation implies keeping what once worked - it no longer means what the term says.  The ideas of all people need open airing, not some overpaid individual designated as leader telling people how to do things when they already know how to do.  We need help on the what to do, not the how to do it.  This is a big picture change proposition - we cannot simply rearrange the deck chairs on the Titanic once again.
   To enable a new society to function, we need to move away from the basis set that has invalid assumptions embedded like ruts on a soft road.  We should question significant theories of how things seem to be, but really are not.  Most of our current theory on politics, law, economics, medicine, education and science are DOA - dead on arrival.  These philosophies do not work to unite, they divide such that a new group cannot advance a more rational theory.  Try this blog on for size.
   Mathematics is an overlay that explains life in highly certain terms.  We start with counting and geometry and algebra and work our way into calculus and analytical geometry - each building on proofs that are absolute.  Science knows the limits of measurement based on Heisenberg's uncertainty principle - perhaps it is time to figure out the absolute limits on Gaian metabolism and work to establish a moderate mean value between the extremes.  
   Every field can be looked at from a different perspective.  All fields tend to operate in the same manner - expression is a fractal field on another scale. Let's do some glossary work.  A fractal is a unit of measure where the smallest item is designated as one and cannot be subdivided further, without creating a new fractal.  Adjacent fractals must be similar to each other, and flow with continuity.  Fractals work differently as a function of scale (size).
   Symmetry is a construct where groups align with similar structures, so as to increase the efficiency of all related groups by using a proper economy of scale.  The application of chemical group theory to the development of social groups can provide insight into achieving 'proper' function - producing a stable, harmonious set of working and living conditions.
   To do, you must just do.  Develop an idea of who you are and what you wish to be and develop the role.  Life provides many role models, then forces us to step beyond the role model through the levers of change and growth.  In Doc's new game, players start by developing avatars with attributes that reflect the mission of the player.  After the avatar has been constructed and 'trained', the person role-plays his avatar to learn the mechanism of the game.  The initial game will be developing agricultural communities and larger groups (new institutions) will emerge on a fractal scale when they need to come into play.  Events will define the 'work effort'.
   The role of bard is terribly important - technical writing and data mining will be important tools in learning from what is being done in the present.  Good science requires enough iterations of the event to be able to predict the emergent behavior and allocate resources to development.  We need to re-invent relationships between people, with items like justice not being usurped by redefining corporations as people without social responsibility to the real human species.  The sense of fairness no longer exists when banksters print the money and give it to themselves first.
   Doc will step into any role to help develop the role to the level that it needs to be to play the game well.  The game overlays the Fibonacci series onto crop growth and senses nature in nature's terms.  Mathematics is a separate distinct overlay that does not need to be used, as long as we have consistency of measurement in another form.  All we need then is transit.
   A routine doubling function can be used to map the span and scale of the development - it means that the different systems will remain different and nothing crosses directly through from one set to the other without transformation.  Laplace and Fourier transformations have been used by science to translate raw data to an interpretive form - the task of translating chemistry into sociology can provide a new model for life - welcome to the game.
   Namaste'    doc

November 28, 2012

Nodding In

   All over the whirled, bringing you a constant variety of spots - the thrill of victory and the agony of thee feet (post-marathon) - the human drama of authentic competition splayed across a cooperative network - this is doc's whyde whirled of life.  Sentiments to the family of our dear friend mountain, who passed away the day after Thanksgiving in the warmth and comfort of his own home, with friends and family around.  Much better than the sterile environment of our current  mersa centers.
   So, what does a fairy's tail actually look like?  The game is to hold the tongue and not respond to the imbecility that dominates the culture.  Manifest all good things for all good people and stay in the light - we be well, when we need be well.  So , Be well.  Namaste'   doc

November 22, 2012

Red Leaf

Michelle, my belle, gifted me this photo of lichen surrounding the rocks.

Thanksgiving: Group Theory

   Doc has been traveling and working on group theory.  His form for the eight member working group is stable - it involves one producer, one director, three 'stars' and three support persons.  The shining star generates the bulk material, the rest of the group resonates and revolves and makes the form flow.  One key will be translation - moving from the plain where the concept is developed to other symmetric plains based upon valid observation and measurement.
   Probability and statistics are the bastard children of mathematics departments everywhere.  Allow me to relieve them of responsibility and accept Prob & Stat as a tool of all trades - a simple way of using numbers and ratios to evaluate process.  The simple ratios form comparitors - numerical markers that signal a change of fractal form.  This allows us amplification of the subtle into the visible.  It would be equivalent to using a jeweler's loupe to expand your vision of a crystal lattice.
   The new game generates the forms, the forms serve as a wave guide to the game.  Just like Bob Marshall's work with Buckminster Fuller - each group works on a task and achieves a value that can be compared to an average - mean, median or mode - to tell a relationship.  Only after n>30 will there be enough meaningful iterations to develop a basis set of expectations.
   The eight players on a team have a domain that fits a quarter chess board - one of four groups in a grid of 64.  These groups are related as a family, but independent in action to form a single entity in the next larger fractal sphere.  If the group can generate $40K in three months, then the ration of support is 40/13 = 3.08 - a ratio very close to pi.  At this level of play, the numbers fit sacred geometry and not the mathematics of current science.  They also support a person for their nut at 20 hours per work week - enough time to do other things besides work.
   Doc's agriculture league will be formatted to develop the metrix of food growth measurement in real time over a whole growing season in many locations.  By collating proper data, following established protocols and logging differences in journals and lab notebooks, gardens and fields of crops will confirm or deny what we think we already know about the applied field of agronomy.  When we look at dissimilar approaches within the same framework, we can tease new information from the lattice that might lead to predicting emergent behavior.  The guidance of the Marshall numerology should reveal which current truths are true and which are legends or myths.
   Life plays funny, but at least it plays.  This game is designed to deemphasize the rigidity of mathematics while developing new, real concepts in each of 16 game forms. Ambitious, but here and there are not materially different, it is just the weigh of looking at the task.  Question all knowledge in every field with the best people available and mebbe, just mebbe, we can get there, without coming from the current flux here, a broken economic and political system that no longer serves 'We, the people'.
   Happy Thanksgiving to all in the states and happy Thursday to everyone else.  The countdown to the end of the whirled is under a month - big party on the 22nd of December, be there wherever you are.  Then we begin, one fractal at a time, emerging as the first fresh daisy on a field of green.  Share the love.
   Namaste'   doc

November 15, 2012

Assume nothing

     Sometimes things are not what they appear to be - at other times, they are just what they are.  If you take everything personal, you find that you misinterpret intent based on what you project into other people's consciousness.  Since we do not have direct telepathy, the interpretation of posture and body language serve to signal intention.  People read this and make assumptions on what they believe - guess what?  It is all a house of cards.
      The assumption that we all have the same backgrounds and abilities is fabricated nonsense.  We are all unique and have perspectives shaped by our ability to do things in the past.  There are things that doc does really well and things that doc avoids because other people do them much better.  Better is a relative term and requires a means of measurement.
     It is convenient for me to think that somebody who uses the net to get primary information on a daily basis would be more suited to a find the factoid micro-task than me - a generalist who gleans information and projects it into a thought pattern.  I am not impressed when i take four hours for a 15 minute task than a secretary can do in 20 minutes.  This nonsense of doing it all myself is a waste of my valuable time.
     Does a paycheck affect this process?  Would being paid for my time make things happen any better or quicker?  No, it would only make me feel better about wasting the time on the task, if i was interested at all in the money.  I am not, but i realize that money is grease and this economy has no lubrication, except for the hoard of the 1%.  How many of the 1% are corporations made into people by a very dubious supreme court decision?  Is the SCOTUS even legitimate?  
     If we have a document that sets rules that are not enforced, is the document worth the parchment it was printed upon?  Doc calls for a general strike against all forms of economy until we get a system worked out that is somewhat equitable and not based on the existing nonsense.  Until then, we reserve the right to disagree with all current assumption and doc will be based in a world of supportable fact - as soon as he extracts himself from the fear concentrate being cauldroned up in the Muddled East to stir the pot.
    
namaste'     doc

November 14, 2012

Amp Vamp is an Energy Zombie

Not enough juice
To go around
Everyone wanting
Familiar scenarios
Pretending tube
Emulates life while
Knowing full well
Wire conducts

She doesn't know
She doesn't care
She doesn't care to know
She doesn't know to care
She just wants hers
Because she is
Not because you are
Because you are there

2012   lemme howdt

General Distress : Love Rescue

     One of the features of being howdt inda whirled (out in the world) is that i now get to see the idiot box.  I wouldn't have believed it if they hadn't told me it was so.  I feel bad for the man named general petraeus because he is being skewered in a feeding frenzy.  There is a person in there who has been doing what he has been doing for years on end with the same results and now, suddenly - it is over.  The lame stream media uses the word paparazzi arrogantly to describe themselves while giving themselves a pass to walk all over people's personal affairs.  The shock waves of the skeletons in everybody's closets reverberating all at once creates fear, a discordant resonance.
     My last post was entirely fear based and this post is not much better.  Light work in the dark world is a metaphor for being the change - Gandhi would be proud of the recognition.  The eternal battle of light and dark is a yin within a yang within a yin within a yang.  A fractal dementia. The call of the heart.  It doesn't really matter - anyone can see, nothing really matters, nothing really matters to me ... any way the wind blows free.
     The in your face style of Freddie Mercury was necessary for the civil rights extension to all people regardless of race, color or creed.  Abolishing economics and working to develop a new system based on cooperation and trust is a 'cannot get there from here' proposal.  The old ways no longer bring the same results and General David is fighting a hoard of Goliaths who are seeing their old ways melt into a crock feeding a fan (think Leslie Nielsen and Airplane).  In virtual seconds - peace on earth.
     What could you do if nothing was yours and everything was yours.  Could you look at yourself in love and ask, can love mean more than love.  What can you say to describe love without using the term love in the sentence?  Ah - the wordplay is intriguing.  A quick 16 built about love

     ________   Love  .  1st 4 are puppy love - true love - my love and crazy love
     Love _________ .  2nd four   Love Boat - love connection -  love songs - love sonnets
     Love Multiples    3rd four  Love, Love Me Do -  love me tender -  old fashioned love songs -  gotta whole lotta love  final four --   love is a battlefield -- love at first sight  -  love is a many splendored thing - Loves Labours Lost. 

     I guess i drift into music city because i enjoy having a recall that allows me playback without the sound.  I really could base my recollection on which songs were playing in the background of different events and you know i just love to quote the music when i can.  Make your own list and see how many unique loves you can make and how many common loves we all choose on our lists.  I know i missed a few.  Rules are - first quarter and second quarters have one word answers - third and fourth quarters are free association.
     Now that we are in reality of calm knowledge based on a peaceable world - no swirling miasma, no rushed deadlines.  Doncha hate to go back to work - but 8:30 dawned and i have things to do.

love     doc

Not Again

     I have an observation of the mechanism that tells exactly why business as usual will never work again.  I have been working as an editor on a series of agriculture books while building a working team for the author in the background.  The idea is to blend the talents of people coming on board and evenly distribute the workload, so that products are available for sale - in this case books.
     We recently brought a person onto the team with publishing experience - somebody who understands the game to take us from the assembly process into print.  The group is diversified and lives in many locations scattered around the states - coordinating over distance is like herding cats.  Especially when the group is tethered by air - there is no cash flow and the production of the first few items is supposed to pay us back later down the road.  We finally get people to agree on one time and date (and four time zones).
     So, because of technical glitches on the net, the communications portal starts knocking people out of the room - as people plug in devices and change browsers to find the best working system.  After a half an hour, the six people left in the room run the meeting and have a full hour to meet and greet over a skype type line - but with only four active and two passive - determined at random by the computer server.  We start to take care of the little chits of business, avoiding the elephant - no cash flow to anyone currently working hard.  
     We are currently 'invoicing' hours - a process made up by a beancounter somewhere that tells me that 20 hours of up front work per week is all i can afford - the rest of my time belongs to thyme.  I never know when to pursue an idea - so i commingle my time working on this with other time - to leverage my work by symmetry. Those of you who read this blog here know the depth at which i produce.
     Well we get to distribution and the new person says, well thank you for the time that you put in, but the cash flow only starts when the cash flows and past time doesn't count.  And doc says - oh - oh - i have heard this before, i am not going to get paid for work already pumped into the trough.  Nor are the people that i brought on board who have not been invoicing their time for pay, but have been accounting for it.  And I say Oh - No - not again - if i am not going to be reimbursed, I'm outta here.  And everything breaks down.
    This is not the way to run an operation and it will not come to pass by the usual means.  All accounted for time at 20 hours per week for x weeks has to be paid at the full rate - not discounted once cash flows - or the system collapses on the shoulders of the people who already did the base work for gratis or severe under compensation.  Because the work needed to be done.  Before the money was flowing.  
     Yet, current way to do things for peeps is to be paid first or not do the work.  Or to skate in when the work is mostly done and change the rules.  So, tell me again why i should ever put work out up front to get anything done, if nobody really ever compensates me on the back end.  And why should i get competent people to help me gratis, when once the money flows it gets directed to the newcomers who will not work until paid, and the pioneers go off to their same always broke lifestyle.  We are difficult, because we wish to be paid for time invested and are not on-board with the new latest and greatest.
     Easy people get taken advantage of in this system - all the time.  I came back to work to help a friend and now i have to worry about equity distribution and money shit.  Not what i signed up for.  I am not playing.  This team will be back compensated, because the change in approach will work, once we get the word howdt into people's vocabularies.  The old way is transformed to the new weigh and nothing, nothing is owned by the beancounters and currency printers.  And pay follows work at adequate compensation and past work in development gets recognized as such.
     Doc will finish the current book editing commitments and reassess the situation when the time comes in december to launch the game portal.  He is not happy about the way things are turning out and is likely to return to the monastery, rather than try to play in this stacked house of cards that we usta call a country.  The Faux News slogan says it all - Fair and Balanced.  Yeah, right.

namaste'     doc

November 12, 2012

Para - Magnetics

     Step back and watch - attempt to remain howdt of the flow - too much swirl on the pastry.  The game is still running, the deck chairs are being rearranged once again and the sun slowly sinks in the west.  Paper and pen are the current tools - maybe they will see transference - maybe they will see flames.  One never knows - the data mining project extends throughout time and space for as long as space-time remains a concept.

     Doc swept howdt of the natural sphere and found himself the point in the circle of the yin/yang symbol.  The world is full of fruits and nuts - apples and oranges, cashews and pecans.  Sometimes you feel like a nut, sometimes you don't - Almond Joys got nuts, Mounds don't.  I guess the coconut base really doesn't count as nut or we merikns will believe anything we are told.

     The keeping space project is really giving me time for deep thought.  The next game is following the prior game and the between the times ketchup is working to settle some key issues.  Free will and true will are different commodities - we have to do the best with the cards that we are dealt.  There will be a new deal, but as with FDR's New Deal, it may not be what it seems.

     I have some running around and about to do.  I will order items to conserve gas - just because the funds are so low that baseline is looking up.  Most people feel this weigh, it gets heavier with each new follicle that grows from the beard.  The thickening has come - global dimming in several dimensions have caught up and remain unaddressed as manifested.  The macro-sphere is indicative of the micro-sphere - the turmoil in most humans is 'earth-shattering'.

     So let it go.  It is not urgent, and barely important.  The scheme of things is such that all rotations will be dyssymetric until we reestablish basic symmetry within our group structure.  Home was supposed to be base, there is no home to call home.  Sunyatsen traveling to tomorrow wherever it will take hold.  This little lost child has hopes of seeing settlement after the event transpires; til then, voices carry us to the places we belong - to handle the helm of light in the final burst of darkness.

     Similarity of the future to the past is a fractal identity on a strange timeline.  Convergence of all time is coming to a point - the fibonacci spiral goes to one and then one again.  Spins and twists are natures weigh of clearing the air - the fluff that we breathe now requires a non-conventional nutrition - we watch everything that enters and leaves - mebbe too well.  More doc present in today's form.  Waves of change sweep clear, allow the flow and watch carefully - try to remain in the heart, not in the brain - conceptually, we will get there - it takes time.  Time is an illusion - it plays forth at a 'constant' rate that varies even though we think not.

     So think, but to confirm what the heart says to you - listen, talk to your higher self - calmly.  Direction is impossible when the compass needle is demagnetized.  

Namaste'     doc

November 11, 2012

We are - now we can change.

     We are no longer what we eat, now, it is whom we feed - Richard Alan Miller.  

     It seems like Thyme to focus on grokking the changes that we are experiencing.  The physical plane that we live on is simple a mirage - things happen at a multitude of scales simultaneously based on the desired response.  The change in planetary alignments is not isolated - the roles of each planet mirror internally the arrangement of nucleii in the cells of our bodies.
     Our bodies are made up of little critters that are the essence of what we are.  We are the sum of bacteria, viruses, and small critters that each function in their own limited environment.  Each of these is also the sum of smaller things - getting down to the structures of biochemistry - enzymes and proteins.  These are alive in their own way, being coded by DNA and RNA.  These structures in turn are build from water and carbon, oxygen and hydrogen.  Nitrogen, Sulfur and Phosphorus all also play major roles, which many smaller elements have important parts.
     Each of us is affected by eating Genetically Modified Organisms.  These materials have been created by modification of the building block process - changing things that are natural into other things that are somewhat natural.  We need to understand what the term natural means - words keep changing meaning depending on what the powers that advertise want us to believe.
     If i get this correct, the people of the state of California accepted $36 million of pro-GMO ad bullsh*t to allow themselves to be poisoned.  The $4 million spent against was buried in the cacophony of lies and made-up costs. All corporate money is printed by the banksters - fair is a concept that does not play out in the current scheme.  We have to change focus and there is no leadership above the local level.
    The team is coming together to bring Critical Decision Making Tools out to the public.  We will be forming a multi-level membership organization that is based on playing games and learning knew things - skills and abilities.  Each of us becomes an apprentice and personal assistant to another person - where the exchange of value is equivalent, but not equal.  We all come from different places and we need to credit each other for our intelligence.
    The rules and laws that are set up to govern have been applied to we the people instead of the federal and state grubbermints.  If the Constitution is not followed by the people who are responsible for our ethics and morality, then the document needs to be tossed in the trash.  A complete reboot is necessary - the economic system is failed and allowing the money to be printed and spent by the same people is inane and insane.  Yes, that is where this society is at - inane and insane.
     Fortunately - this is Sunday and today that means football.  Something so important that we merikn males shut out everything until the games are decided.  The performance measures do actually tell us who plays the game well - statistics describe performance.  It is time to reformat our systems to reward merit, as demonstrated by application of the principle.  We are going to teach to learn and to learn to teach.  We have to drop insanity as a premise - i.e. big pharma drugs are way more dangerous that illegal street drugs like marijuana.  Let's define the drug war by defining what drugs are.  In fact - defining all terms is absolutely necessary to grokking the change.

      We are what we place in our bodies - air, water, then food.  Thyme to look deeper.  Namaste'     doc

November 10, 2012

They tried to prevent this post

      Interesting energetics are in play today on a nearly binary day 11/10/12 - two computer monitors blown down by resonant frequency mismatch.  The promotion of group over outside is incumbent upon the group being tight and feeling good about themselves.  To be in said group, we must feel good about ourself.  I am resonating on a peace framework in a fear based society.  I didn't drop the act this thyme and now the system refuses to recognize the matrix.  Tinychat may be a tip-off at to where the go is, doc is ready to drift anyweigh and this is all the more awareness that the olde way is over, forever.
     To do this, we can do only what we do and let others do what they do.  I scribe very well and can accept the role without engagement.  Each role is played by the self-actor to the best ability of the construct of role - the role morphs with interpretation of each individual.  The protocols are used to keep people on page - each movie is another revision of fractal reality.  We be the us that we need be - always in the now.
     Cannot write long - there is too much to work howdt.  Re-invention is something that people avoid, but the wheel no longer spins true.  Dropping off the face of fear and swimming in pools of love - change is transparent, flowing in several directions where the time converges into information.  When we get there, we will be here, same as it ever was.
     Namaste'     doc

November 09, 2012

Landing Where?

     How do you present time upon a different axis?  The change in relative position from here to there is a directional shift perpendicular to the mean axis.  The internal hyperbolic function has hit a new octave and suddenly - we know more than we thought we knew.  Osmosis, or 100th monkey - we can debate how; shaking off the cobwebs of a journey has revealed a different landscape than the one that i encountered in the recent past.
     My guides took me off the net and suspended me from my usual contemporary interface which now has me positioned in a holding pattern.  Yes, Joseph, i have to agree that Rand's hero Rearden the industrialist is another failed icon, but Randian field spin has not been kind when taken out of the context of time that she wrote in.  Glad to rekindle a fractal of past light with our mutual friends.
     Doc has now completed the 64-day game begun in September and is no longer bound by the rules of that particular experiment.  He is at peace with the role that was developed and knows exactly who the replacement module is - however, once again - where are the funds?  There has been no spending on anything not government or election related since my game began - the amplitude of pace has increased while the amplitude of peace has decreased.
     I have a major download that is required - it requires the proper format to keep from having to do this too many times.  We shall see - i think i have an angel.

namaste'     doc

November 02, 2012

How it works

     Life is a gigantic poker game, where the cards get shuffled and dealt from time to time and you play the hand you get dealt.  If you fold immediately, you get to play one of the sheeple during the procession;  eventually the cards get dealt again and you get to pick up a fractal of your former life.  Your attitude determines your aptitude and just because you do well does not mean that the next deal isn't something completely different.
     The idea of fractal connection is a nature thing - as nature changes sizes and scales, each scale has to be self consistent and also has to be adjacent to the before and the after.  An example of a disconnect would be if we all woke up to find ourselves in star trek uniforms on an enterprise where we all knew our role to operate the ship.  It's a nice dream, but no director can get us there from here within the here and now.
     The presentation of is, is not what is is.  We have enough information to know that the current political debacle of occupy! concern is a make believe land of the rich and powerful, where they govern the laws because of leverage acquired by playing an unfair game on a tilted playing field.  The hero story keeps many of us going - but there is no win in the game here and everybody really should throw their hands back into the kitty for a new deal.
     Complexity and Simplicity are yin/yang parameters.  If we start to shuffle and play again, perhaps we should step the game back from poker to solitaire.  I think that is what is coming anyway.  You have responsibility for you and I have responsibility for me and nobody has any responsibility for everything.  If we all do what we do the weigh we do it measures how well off we become.  Nobody is well off when everybody is cranky and working to hard spinning their wheels.
     Reality check - go buy Raz's book.  He speaks truth and is stressing over the hand that he hasn't quite folded - if i operated in the monetary system, i would buy his book.  But now, doc works as an editor for Richard Alan Miller and we have a lot of books that you absolutely are going to need if you don't already have.  The game will be agriculture - if you don't grow food, you might not eat.  A lot depends on how the fractal shuffles in the next new game of life.
     Life is a cereal, life is a serial and LIFE is a game, with plastic pegs in plastic cars, on a plastic board with a plastic spinner.  Oil is the key ingredient in plastic and last time i looked, it was over 100$ a barrel - don't even try to calculate oil company profit margins based on a 24 gallon tank.  I wonder what the molarity of oil is - water is 55.5 molar.  This means something to us chemists - moles are the central apples in the chemistry measurement system so that atoms in molecules end up on a one to one basis.  When we see what we have to work with, then we will grok the expression necessary to teach what we know.
     Peeps are not ready yet - Sandy is a wake-up call - turn off the tv and tune in the radio - turn off the mass media and create the micro-media.  Listen to your heart and turn down the cognitive dissonance of ego driven emotional fragility.  Cause otherwise, you wont be able to enjoy the high theater involved in the Dust of Empire show.  New cards will be dealt soon - if you already folded your hand, all you can do is watch the game.  I like to watch the cartoon overlay myself - eh, what's up doc will always be associated with a wascaly wabbit.

Namaste'     doc

October 31, 2012

Come Aboard the metaphorical Peace Train


first posted on the shiftmovement.com network blog
     Sometimes, the images slur as Cat and cat are confused with Josef's and kittens.  My light has been tapped to carry through some thoughts and i will do the best that i can to walk the walk of the talk i talk.  When Don posted John Lennon singing Stand By Me - it just reflected the importance of each of us, taking ourselves at face value and practicing what we preach.
     As i tap keys, the storm has settled and the Sandy has been more of a blessing than a curse; a wake-up call that does much physical damage, yet sweeps the earth clean for a fresh start with a new outlook.  I am far from the setting, my heart goes to the many inconvenienced; still alive to experience another day.  This is the shape of things to come.
     To each of you, i love you.  The art of unconditional love is that: it doesn't matter, i still love you as i love myself.  In fact, if we are all one, our love for each other is love for ourselves.  The golden mean sequence has two ones, which i interpret as self and whole group.  Consensus develops when we listen to all the individual voices and hear what they say rather than shouting them down because we don't like the message.
     We live in abundance, and have a wealth of kind-hearted healers that empathize with our emotional state and emit radiant love to allow us to collect our common joy.  I get the sense that the here and now is present at all times, wherever we find ourselves.  Focusing on breathing can hold our status while time changes fractal and washes the chalkboard clean.  Keep your fingernails trim.
     Peace on earth, good will toward man is an old message - one that is hardly heard along the cacophony of modern day life - we cannot stay calm long enough to think with our hearts and confirm with our heads.  We frustrate easily and reject solutions because we lack the vision of how to get there from here.  Guess what?  You don't have to start from here to get to there, you will be there exactly when you get there and no sooner nor any later.  It all works, if you allow the flow rather than forcing it.
     I wish the Shift luck in their attempt to birth something more than the sum of their luminaries.  I adhere to physics principles and in a closed system, the second law of thermodynamics holds. There is great light, but dark has enough imagination to fill in where the light fails to be.  Yet strike a match - and the illumination scatters the darkness instantly.  The wealth is here, in the hearts and minds of us brave souls that know better than to accept the pablum currently fed by Monsantrous forces that change our rhythmic patterns from music to noise.
     So stand, stand by me as we change to look, the feel, the context of all we know and come out the back end with an equitable distribution of abundant resource.  Where you lead, i shall follow you anywhere, that you tell me to ... Carole King rocks.  Joni Mitchell rocks.  St. Germaine rocks.  Rock rocks and Edel O'Mahony rocks.  Lemme rocks.  Don S and Melody rock.  You rock.  Sharpen your saw and whet yer whistle, it is almost time for these rocks to roll. 
     This Peace Train leaves the station on December 22nd - with Birth 2012 sharing the launch date of the cosmic yellow star on the Tzolkin calendar - as Buzz might say - to infinity and beyond.  Glad to share the travel.  Namaste'    doc

Can Sanity Prevail ?

Life works because life works
Situations occur, so we react
Allowing emotion to cloud perspective
As we misinterpret sight and sound

Nature is all flowing, all loving
Open armed, open-ended light
Smooth operations sequentially paced
Allows me to lighten the load, for you

Weigh shifts as wait shifts minds
Glow from the heart cannot be concealed
Underwritten expletive of urgency
Running a race for the sake of running

Faster the rabbit, faster the chase
Hustling and bustling with furious rush
Say, isn't that a wall there, in front of
BAM - k'thunk, ... , ouch

Dead stop - nothing moving
Head pounding, lungs bursting
Buried in the sand forever hangover
A drink, a love, a history; the trigger

Here comes the rain again
Washing along like a long lost friend
Cleansing the air and the soul
Pushing the new upon the filth of the old

In stunned silence, our eyes meet
After the long period of internal extrusion
The ringer that stretches effect on a rack
Releases, which pulls us back to here and now

Was that excursion worth the price?
Did we chase away ghosts that haunt our hollows?
Can we take off the masks, tonight
Are we set to finally be just who we are? 

The whys are crossed, the tees are dotted
The memory of that train ran away forever
The mirror lies broken, just you and me here
Fixin a home where the rain gets in

The heroes journey requires moving on
Are we au pair or on our own?
Underscored stability to lean emotionally
Without loss of integrity to self

What we believe limits our being to mind
Heart requires unconditional love to break free
Scary as all hell to return to the rabbit hole again
Knowing the depth of the climb back out

The heroes' journey is never alone
Until we chase our friends away
Then we cry where have they gone
Each one fighting our own windmills alone

My arms may not be the ones you envisioned
My path runs simultaneous with your road
We can share the hoe, garden with love
As we are here, together, today in our now

Or we can be the lone ranger, eh, tonto
Rushing so fast that flow doesn't move
Til a super storm draw lines with the Sand
No turning back to an old way that's gone

Hold me now - the tether is extruded
Last thyme howdt this far - she never really was
What a fool believes is sometimes true
No matter how high the hill appears

Love is the reel on the motion picture of life
Senses cut through the fog and feels the stability
The rock amidst the shifting shoreline
Knowledge that tomorrow awaits the end of today

It took a while to think to say that i love you
Within spiritual context requires physical time
Spirals resonate in all directions
Like Russian dolls, we fold into each other again

Calm is now the set of my soul 
Proximity is the balance of choice 
The events at breakneck speed ignore
BAM - k'thunk, ... , ouch

Having been there once, and trekking back
Slogging through the mud to reach the pinnacle
From the inverse side of events that will happen
Within different convergent current realities

Cassandra sees with a clarity of voice
This love is agave, sweetening my beverage
The call is strong - i can hear the message
Listening to this story line breaks the pattern

To be multiple places at once
Is a magic trick - an illusion of thought
Obligation separates hearts from minds
Playing safe never thrilled the viewership

Are we playing to the crowd or to the soul?
Is the play within the play real?
If i blink my eyes will it all go away, again?
Eyes peeled open afraid that it just might ...

Hold me now, warm my heart
Give me an embrace that takes me back to now
The swirling miasma of golden spiral illusion
Passed Hunter's dilemma - The Weird Turn Pro

Thus it takes a day or two to unwind
To clear the mind, the breath, the air
Then rolling the van up the road in replay
Allow life to transpire, as it will, with you and me 

2012  lemme howdt  :  
creative commons - free use with attribution



October 24, 2012

Bye Week : not NFL style

sittin in the railway station, got a ticket for my destination ... and all of life comes back to me in shades of mediocrity - Simon and Garfunkle still ring my chimes.  At the last minute - the curveballs begin to fly - the engine rattles and rolls and the adventure begins.  Tik, stop, tik, stop all the way to where home once was, clearing the legacies of embedded interest in knowing the past to envision the future.

once i log out, i watch the part of the show where Mr. Phelps gets his download and has ten seconds to grok it all before the tape self-destructs.  I have items left - my go bag is stripped out and needs to be reassemble - a washer in the future will take the clothing back into useful form and the things i walk away from here will have one more visit before the final destination is achieved.

the no phone part seems to be something that peeps cannot grok.  The idea of time and schedules and urgency are now left to the flow path of dependency where when i get there is when i get there.  I have three books on the mind - the Existence website is now howdt of existence - the liars finally took it down - they really were using my content for free and when they decided to charge me for the service of me providing them content, i stopped all site maintenance.  If you didn't get it then, you will just have to wait for the book.  I also plan to do a water book and then the grand illusion - a full undertaking of explaining how numbers work through the eyes of nature.

the energy fields here have been buffeting me about mercilessly since last Thursday - my internal sensitivity to the flow of 60 Hz is wreaking havoc with my internal peace - especially the space heater.  I also have four active computers - though one gets retired and this one gets returned, still too much radiant noise.  I take my responsibility seriously and where ever the flow delivers me is where i am needed.  Light and dark play chess all the time - sometime the game rules are flavored differently.

my head says type, my heart says go.  Listen to your heart.  Namaste'     doc

PS.  Giants in six.

October 23, 2012

Namaste doc

     The change in energy levels is playing with my senses.  The pressure drop here yesterday was noticeable - it went from summer to winter without the autumn in between.  My sinuses and my ears had challenges and i ended up sleeping off the afternoon rather than working.  My internal schedule is not set to any clock - the only actual clock in the house is set to 11:11 - quite a trick for battery operation.
     My plans were cascaded to follow the trail of whatever needed to be done in the time required.  Since i started the ball rolling down the hill, i found that the geography of the plane was obtuse - the ball did not roll down the hill.  That is okay - free fall can be upward.  It depends on gravity and we just do not know enough about that topic to speculate.  I am going to suggest that another cup of qophy (coffee) will help.
     It is interesting to observe the mind set of the three house-pets - each of whom has realized that the home collection of beings is in the process of dissolving.  Circus dog travels with the roommate and she has adopted me as a surrogate parent.  She is such a kick - her mannerisms demonstrate ownership is a converse system, where the dog trains the human to meet the needs of the dog while thinking that it serves the human ego.  She made some private time to crawl into my lap - very patiently while i was focused on another task.  They can always read intensity and see the direction that intent is focused.
     The cats never did become buddies - the calico stays here and gets her private home back.  Why are all calico's female?  This one owned the home for four years before we moved in and cleaned. She took most of the summer to come in the occupied house - instead, she moved into the van with me.  We have bonded and i am her human, however, the circumstance do not allow her to travel with me - this is her home turf - always and forever.  I plan to return - but i know that all bets are off on the ability to translocate.
     The black cat is my network kitty and he is in contact with all the black cats world wide - there is no shade of grey here - he demands and others jump.  He owned the house and still attempts to boss the free-spirited calico around.  I watched him stare down every other live being here at one time or another - the urgency of eating only chicken and feeding a tapeworm has made this one serious cat.  Like Joe Jackson - I'm cool for cats.  I will get adopted by another kitty whenever i arrive - cats can tell cat people instantly.
     I expect the spiders to take over if the house remains vacant.  There will be an 'office' here and Gaia and i have discussed the dispersion of the land.  Once i take off into the outside and walk, i seem to be in a fibonacci fractal of direct discussion that allows two way chatter between channeled personalities - using the Sybil analogy.  doc and lemme are the left/right extremists - all others take the shape of a facet of the muddle in the middle.  The land speaks volumes for itself and is on-board with the work that i have envisioned.
      Yin is the opposite of yang as right is the opposite of left/wrong/responsibility?  Words lack substantive definition in the minds of the masses - the carefully chosen literary word has its meaning founded in a 15 second sound byte.  What is wrong with this picture?  The depth of enablement is not something that can be given to you - you can seize the day or allow the opportunity to pass.  We are one and we are each one - defining the difference is not something we have ever been asked to do - this is now required.
     Today is a yellow star day - I start my travels to wherever i end up being.  Today my plan is to move from the bedroom to the living room and the kitchen - i will sleep in my bed here without traveling miles - just traveling mind-sets.   The plan is to not plan - to be in the moment and to tether together the loose ends that will allow the change we wish to see to be the change i see in me.  Simple - I hope that i can do well, to the best of my ability.  I love you - my schedule will designate the blog - when i can, i will.  Until then ...

Namaste'       doc

October 22, 2012

Flowing Miasma of Diaspora

     How does one get grounded when we feel the earth move under our feet?  I am in my last hour of thyme under my own control for days, weeks, months, years?  I placed my own little space of connection to home into a box yesterday and now move though the motions of sorting and packing, sorting and packing.  Hal is upgraded and the laptop has all the pieces - the frustrations of connecting back in new places are compounded when the rubber meets the road - adrift in the flowing miasma of diaspora.
     Work - covering the nut - has to become a focus for doc - the timing of free fall without directional sense is over - we play in a whirled where hardball is king and if you are not paying attention, a runner creams your second baseman.  Today is game seven for the National League pennant - a pleasant distraction from the pace of frantic that the rest of this country insist upon these days.
     Fast food, fast women, fast times at ridgemont high - the pace is not germane, yet you are all in a hurry.  Slow down, you move too fast - y'got to make this morning last : breathe.  Focus on your breath - get grounded.  The ground shifted last Thursday - each of us must find it again.  It has a different frequency.  What seemed to matter yesterday does not even reach the scale today.
      The Obamney debacle needs to address the corporate reality from a different point of view.  The media money flow will leave a void in three weaks, that has to be addressed by common people working locally on common goals.  We need to have peace, not war and we need to grow real vegetables, not genetic Monsantrosities.  We need to listen to Alex Jones in love, not in fear - and insist that we do things differently, beginning with each of us - as one individual.
      Conversations need to happen - first with ourselves, then with each other.  I look at myself and i ask whether i am an emotional vampire on me - am i distracting myself from accomplishing my tasks by getting worked into a lather about things that i cannot control?  If i am, then i need to focus on my breathing - and realize that it is not my time to act there as yet.  
     When i can calmly talk to myself, then i have a chance to calmly talk to somebody else.  When you offend your cat, the cat goes away.  It doesn't keep coming back for more abuse - it comes back when you feed it.  Then, it purrs you.  It feels good.  Treat yourself well and other people will treat you well; abuse yourself and you are asking for more abuse.  Control your anger, realize that anger is not violence and you can be angry without getting upset about it.  Be real and know yourself.  Breathe.
     The lines are drawn, the high theater is now in play.  Whatever becomes is whatever it becomes.  Free fall is non-directional and trust in the universe is the only solid ground that we have.  I feel like a spinning top, or a dreidal - spinning all the time as i leave the cradle, i just can't stop ... but i can stop spinning.  And no, I will not watch the so-called debate.  I will listen to Alex Jones on Wednesday and hear the latest from Rick Miller - the physicist that speaks from knowledge.

Namaste'     doc

October 20, 2012

How I work in the light

     The light is not where the dark hangs out.  When we shine the light of inquiry and ask the proper questions, the rats scurry.  We now have too many facts to explain simple phenomena.  The challenge is one of perspective and we each have our own weigh of looking at things.  When we make value judgments, it is based on personal values, not shared value.  So we can each be different and still be the same.  Hence two ones in the fibonacci sequence.
     To agree, we do not have to be of like mind.  Please stop trying to change my mind - i look at things from my perspective and my mind does well to integrate them.  I cannot see your vision, but i can accept that a) you see your vision, that b) it is different from my vision and that c) it is okay.  How do i know what you call blue and what i call blue are the same color blue.  How do we know that blue is not decided by convention and assigned to a frequency, but what i see is orange and i call it blue because that was what i was taught?
     Absolute and relative are different contexts and are often not on the same page.  We live in a relative world, where everything comes together and we prioritize what is important to us.  What is important to me is different from what is important to you - so let us agree to ask, rather than assume.  Sometimes you do not have time to ask - best judgment is trusted, but i prefer to make all the decisions that affect my life and i take responsibility for only things that i want to be on my platter.
     Today - 10/20/12 - is a super-high energy date and lots of cosmos is flowing.  I am a sensiive and i am glad that it is just me and the kitties today - my mind is comfortably numb.  My intention is to keep writing - yesterday, people all day wanted me to watch stuff.  I do not learn by watching people talk at me.  While i can make videos, i tend to only watch music videos or radio without the movement on screen.  I tend to argue with the speaker and cannot take their absolution into my relative perspective.  It is why i didn't attend many college classes unless they were interactive - back and forth conversation gets me there way quicker than trying to guess the meaning of words that other speakers use.
     I also have trouble with cues.  If you signal me and i do not grok the signal, i ignore it - else it tends to fluster me.  My linear left brain flusters easily; my right brain can take interest in an aspect and dissolve into a different fractal scale.  Most people consider this rude, because it gives the appearance that i am not listening.  But when i focus hearing, i can allow my vision to go, because i imagine the picture of how what you are saying blends into my pre-constructed landscape.  So i tend to miss when i lose my listener, sorry.
     I also tend to have trouble with pace, especially if things happen too fast or two slow.  I am learning to control my breath and therefore resonate instantly at a different frequency, so that i sense time differently.  It is very easy to just announce stop and freeze everything for the few microseconds that i need to get my orientation back.  When this doesn't work - the situation is not under your control.  I hate losing control of myself - i cannot control anything other than my own cognition, how i perceive things.
     We do not all have the same level of perception.  Some people are clueless when taken out of their microcosm - they function very well within the limits of perception that they allow themselves.  Real changes is a function of the fractal that you are on; physics does not manifest the same at all fractals, however it does require resemblance at adjacent fractals.  This is very important.  If there is discontinuity when realities merge, then the smaller fractal integrates into the larger fractal.  The larger fractal is limited by the sense of one and really does not even consider any mechanisms smaller than those at hand.
     I was not able to write on the book yesterday - as i have integrate too much 'crap' (abject reality) into my head and am having trouble with the sorting mechanisms.  I changed the way i store hard data on the computers a few weeks ago and the trip to Reno brought me back to a place where only today am i able to sit down and spend the time to find some stuff that i moved.  I know this is best in the long run, that is why i did it;  in the here and now, it has me confused and at the mercy of the cognitive dissonance, which is really bothering me.  The electric field feels bad and i am afraid that my writing works better with pad and paper than when i am forced to keyboard it.  I know other people do not like that - i need to make it convenient for them and do my own work. However i cannot do it their weigh and get the work done the way i can do it best in the least amount of time.  
    Fact is, i can do an awesome job at coarse work, but i am not capable of the focus required for the detail.  When i have to move howdt of my elements, to learn to do something a certain weigh for somebody else, i freak and get combative.  I could see that happen in Reno and always caught myself and ceded the floor, because that is what i felt i was 'paid' to do.  The idea of pay grade dictating information rightness is totally absurd - but the current society of prima donnas does not grok any other weigh.  Major lesson of this test - the translation must take everybody away from personal comfort zones and get them to understand that controlling yourself is the only weigh that you have total control.  Do not give your power away to other people without 1) love and 2) trust.
     Unconditional love will get us there - trusting your judgment and then checking to see that you were right or wrong in your choice.  Right choices help other people operate smoothly, wrong choices cause stress and melt-downs.  This is a simple rule of thumb, but does not work in every situation.  Being able to make good choices comes from making choices and analyzing the end result - in your own terms of good and bad, and then on other fractals.  You cannot subdivide yourself (as far as we know - this is not absolute in my mind yet), so start with you on the fractal scale one and accept everybody else as starting on that scale.
     I think i write better in blogger than i do in the writing programs like Microsh*t Werd.  Every corporation has embedded their 'advantage' into their own products to make the user streamline by monopoly - and the cognitive dissonance ensures that by having components that do not work together, we increase our level of frustration and hence do not allow all these super cosmic energy forces to pass through us innocuously with no result.  I think that i will attend the Galactic Free Press love party today as doc rather than lemme and see if the orientation sparks a difference in the level of love that i encounter.  Only one person there knows that the two players are one and the same - perception is a funny variable.

Namaste'   doc